...Is this thing on...

"I can't believe that we would lie in our graves wondering if we had spent our living days well. I can't believe that we would lie in our graves dreaming of things that we might have been. "
-Dave Matthews

Sometimes I wonder if anyone really ever reads my blog...

I have been trying to find my voice and everything I think I write something awesome that everyone enjoys. I feel like it wasn't take good enough to please everyone. I have been watching my sitemeter and mostly my hits come from the blog postings "A dingo ate my baby" or Utada Hikaru. Those seem to the the popular ones that people google and my blog comes up first. Maybe i am just being a child about this, but I like feedback on my postings. I give everyone my feedback on the topics bloggers write either daily or weekly. And feedback is a way I can strengthen my blog and find my voice. I guess i just don't understand or maybe that I feel left out..

But i would like to give a huge thank you to the ones out there that do read my blog and take the time to comment or write me a funny story. Those make my day and i feel like i actually belong and people care that i exist! I know that this is just a feeling i have but I like feeling accepted and important. It's like that episode of Ugly Betty where she won a Blobby, and there was only like 14 people that read her blog.(they called themselves betty heads) But when Daniel Meade said all these things about when she first started and didn't fit in. Than Betty wrote on her blog about than got a shitload of comments about they fight they had and everyone found out it was Daniel. In the end Daniel made up for what he said and Betty was happy. In a way from that episode I am Betty except with not braces, red glasses or brown hair. She just wanted to feel accepted and have something to be proud of. So Thank you for reading.

Derek