Seattle Pride

SHOW ME YOUR PRIDE!!!


What a weekend. I took myself on the train friday night. The next morning we got ready to bike to Capital hill. OMG i hate hills! Seattle has a shit load of hills. Well besides the hills part we both had a great ride to capital hill pride. It was so fun going and looking around. We ate at a great restaurant called julia's. For over 25 years Julia's chefs have used the freshest local ingredients of the highest quality. We prepare all of our menu selections fresh from scratch with an emphasis on giving you the best value and a unique dining experience. Great food and great time in the sun. After lunch and a few drinks we headed back to the house to rest. I really wanted Chinese food, so we when to Cheif Liao. Great food aw well. The next morning we biked again to Downtown Seattle to meet our friends Errol, Jeff, Starla, and Val. We all forgot our sign's so we all yelled instead. We got so many people coming over and just handing us free stuff, doing things and yelling at us. It was a really great pride. Plus drinking and biking home up a hill is a bad idea! I had to walk most of the way up. But after the parade we headed to West Seattle for a BBQ. Once again Great food, drinks, music, and GREAT FRIENDS!! John felt so at ease with my friends and he even played some games. With a weekend like that. i wish i did live in Seattle!

I make

Biking sexy!!

As you can see i have a biking uniform.. I love it. It keeps me cool as i ride in this hot summer sun. Plus i look great.

This brings me to my story. On monday after work, i biked home in the beautiful evening sun. I get down to the waterfront and this other biker in his compression short and shirt pulls infront of me. I look ahead and see something wrong...

The back of this shorts have been washed so much that i can see his ass clearly. At first i was shocked. How can this fellow biker not check his shorts.. i mean i check my clothing all the time. But riding where i could see his ass crack and all the hair on his ass. It get worst. He gets to the part of the waterfront where there is a ramp to get up to the road to get on the interstate road. Well he raises his ass into the air and there it is. His pride and joy, his Asshole, his browneye. I can see it through the clear hole in his shorts. i hurry to pass him and say nothing. i get home and check my shorts to make sure i had no holes.

Past life

When i first moved to portland this is some of the parts of me that has left and really wish that didnt. i miss my friends!

Ya me Voy!!!

A SEATTLE!!!

happy birthday dad.

Today i received a txt from my sister asking if i was going to call our father for his birthday today. I do not talk to me father after the last time i talked with him. Huge fight. I thought that maybe i could just call him and ask him how he is done and go from there. The last thing i wanted to tell him was to have a good birthday. But as soon as i started to talk to him, my childhood came back to me. My father is very controlling, if he doesn't have control of the conversation, he tries to take it. Well i am not a little boy any more father, i am a man. Things got really nasty after i told him that i wanted to talk and tell him about my life. He told me to shut up. I said no, he was being rude for not letting finish what i was saying. Than he made a remark about being gay. MY father does not support my lifestyle. This is the part where all hell broke out of me. I was cursing at him, telling him that he has never been there for me, how many times i have asked and pleaded with him to be apart of my life, to call me and not let me do all the work, to accept me and allow me to be his son. He told me i was full of shit and that my mother brainwashed me. I told him he was full of shit and that he has fucked up my life, my mother's, brother's and my sister. "If you don't want to be my father dad, than FUCK YOU! Fuck the way you think about me, fuck the way you think your life is perfect, Just FUCK YOU!!!" There was a moment of silence that i heard, i don't need this from you. Come down here and say that to my face. I was speechless for a second. I didn't know what to say. I told him the reason why i don't go home is cause i fear him. I fear he will tell me off and that my life means nothing. I than decided you know that dad, i will come down and tell you know i feel. You need to know that i am tired of your fucking shit you have given me over my life. You have no control over me. If you do not want to support me being a homosexual than that is your miss. You can't change me, nor am i going to change. I will NEVER be like you!

(phone hangs up)

This is the phone conversation i had with my father tonight. It looks like i will be going to home soon. This is going to be my faith on my father. If he wants to be apart of my life or not! Either way i will be stronger.

Twitter???

it had to be explained to me... WTF!!

Pills... Give me my husband's pills....

Yep, that what i be taking right now. I have strep throat. I really hate getting sick. And now that i have a doc's note saying that i can not go to work... What does a boy do all day? Read, play video games, facebook, blog, watch porn??? Lol. i am as i said in a past blog about getting sick, i am get up and on the go type of person. Well i got some Steroids (Fluticasone Propionate- Nasal) Some predinsone and finally some penicillin. I am off of work til friday, but i do want to go work but i have to stay home. Maybe i will take up a new hobby or make some more new music video's to post on my facebook... Well i just need to stay rested. But with the steroids, i was told that i wasn't going to be able to sleep well. Oh well... here goes nothing!

pills...pills....pills....!

Dreams of people i haven't met yet...

Last night i had a dream about Arnie and Blair. I know what the look like but have never met them. Well my dream started of at the waterfront pride center. I was walking around and low and behold along comes both the great bloggers of the homo blogs. I started to just talk with them about life and other things i have found out from their blogs, and the Next thing i knew i was at a bar dancing with both of them. Taking drink after drink. Feeling the music. The drinks getting stronger, the rhythm working it's way into our bodies. The sweat over our brows leaking onto our faces. Out of nowhere these drag queens come up and start to grope Arnie. Blair turns to me and asks if i am going to do something about this. I roll up my sleeves and march myself to where those queen were and demanded that they release him. The exclaim they were going to "release him." I told them one more time to let him go or there was going to be trouble. Next thing i knew i was in my underpants with Blair in a swimming pool of lube awaiting for the drag queens to come wrestle us.

This 6ft tall queen comes out in her bathing suit ready to fuck us up. I got myself ready, the bell rang and i charged at her with all my might to tackle the shit out of her. But little did i know i was being set up for the other queen was waiting behind her with her fist ready. Luckily i slipped and than i woke up from me dream...


Pretty weird huh??

I love

Fleetwood mac!

David Sedaris!!!

Today i had the pleasure of meeting one of my favorite Writers, David Sedaris. He is so much better in person. He read from his new book
When Engulfed in Flames. He is so cool, nice, sexy, and funny! The way he talks is so great. He talks really slow and really gets into details about what he is talking about. Having the honor to go up to him and chat with him about this book and himself was other thing. I was in such a state of shock. I brought along my two lil co pliots DJ and Indigo. They were excited to meet someone who writes book. Both girls got each received a gift from him. Dj got a bag of magnets and indigo got a ring which she broke in about 5 mins. I was a bit angry. What is your favorite famous person gave you something and you ruined it. You would freak out! Well as you can see it was packed there. And only half the people stayed there to only hear him read. At first i didn't have a ticket but just my luck, this lady gave me her ticket after she bought one of the books Mr' Sedaris want people to read. She gave me her number and i was number 37. I could not believe number 37!! It was so fast and we even had time to get dinner. It was great. All for the last part of the night. I left my key in my bag upstairs. I looked all around the house for a way to get in. I found that the girls room window was open. And luckily there was a ladder. So i Climbed up the ladder to the second floor and climbed into the window. Thank god i am not afraid of heights. I made it to the window and threw myself into the the house and made my way to open the door.


Note to self: Do not leave key at home!

Sometimes...

"I wish i was Asian"

"Guys don't make passes..."

"At girls who wear glasses"

OMG i think i am in a life change. My glasses came in today and holy shit, i can see... i can see.!! I was so happy when the lady at the glasses place put my glasses on. I could see her face and all her pores. I could see the thunder coming up from the south. I could see a man across the street and wave at him. It was crazy and i love my new glasses. So boys make all the passes you want! I'm a nerd!!

One hundred things about me.

1. I come from what i think is a huge family. Four boys and one girl.
2. When i was in first grade i peed on the playground and got a "ticket" I went home in same.
3. I have cracked my head open more than 20 times. I am still surprised that i am still living.
3. When i was in kindergarden i had a crush on a girl, that later turns out to be a very good friend.
4. I really hate wearing hats, but will wear one if needed.
5. I have an underwear fetish. i only wear cute, sexy underpants from the UnderU4men store.
6. I have a very supporting family, all but my father.
7. I dislike that i call my father and just want him to talk to me, but he never answers his phones.
8. When i was young, my father would come home in a drunken rage and take it out on us kids.
9. My father use to take all us boys on hunting trips, and it was my turn to shoot the prize winning Deer, and i told him no. I go beat and was grounded for 3 weeks.
10. I never will be a manly man. I am always doing some thing girlie.
11. I love keeping myself handsome.
12. I love Mani's and pedi's.
13. I always get my eyebrows waxed.
14. I have 4 tattoo's and want more.
15. i use to have my ear's pierced until i was tried of puttin em in.
16. I never had a sense of rhythm until i took dance classes i high school.
17. i have moved ten times in the last 2 years.
18. My first boyfriend was my best friend in middle school. He is not married to a woman.
19. I love chick flicks or any classic movie.
20. I am a huge fan of James Bond Movies. He can save me any day.
21. I really don.t like Will Farrell anymore. After old school he went down hill.
22. My brothers and i use to dress up and re enact music video's at home. There are many great home movies we have.
23. I love Fleetwood Mac.
24. I love the game Oregon Trail.
25. I fell in Love with the books of David Sedris. If you never read one of his books. you need to.
26. I hate getting sick. I am always get up and go person.
27. I love to travel. It's always get going to someplace i have never been too.
28. I love photography. I use myself mostly as my own subject.
29. I can play the drums and really want to learn the guitar.
30. My range of music that i like depends on my mood at times. I love oldies and pop mostly.
31. Fanny Packs are NOT SEXY!
32. I was touched by my uncle when i was 11. I hated myself for letting that happen.
33. I have a boy crush on George Michael ever since i was a boy.
34. In high school for my senior talent show i danced to Careless Whispers.
35. I did sports in high school, but my body type has stayed the same.
36. I love double dutch jump roping.
37. I can not eat in front of people. I have to cover my mouth when i eat.
38. I like older guys. always have.
39. i have been trained by one of the top ballroom dancers. i love dancing.
40. i have had over 25 jobs since i was 16, when i could start working.
41. I am a very clean person.
42. When i was younger my mother and i would have cleaning moods, which we would just clean the hell out of the house.
43. I use to dislike my family so much i told them i wanted to move away to new york and yet they are all my best friends now.
44. I use to play in my mothers pumps.
45. I came out to my mother on Mother's day, we laugh about it now.
46. I miss playing rugby. I love my team and all my mates i played with.
47. I was going to join a Frat house in College but glad i didn't!
48. I use to be a junior police officer in high school until i got shot at.
49. i love Gwen Stefani song but hate her.
50. I miss my grandpa and Aunt Rachel lots.
51. My grandmother has a lot of family secret's.
52. I use to want to be like my father, but am glad i turned out the way i did.
53. I think i am blind.
54. I hate driving on the freeways!
55. I love nature.
56. When i get excitedly scared i scream like a girl.
57. I am very outgoing and friendly.
58. I wish that i could be the welcoming person of a town when people move into that town.
59. I love reading.
60. I use to hate the internet, but it has kept me in touch with many friends.
61. I have the biggest feet in my family.
62. My brother and i would record fights between us and charge our friends to come watch it.
63. I was going to join the Army when i was going to graduate from high school.
64. I hate having a dirty mouth.
65. I want to be a dad.
66. I am deeply afraid of clowns and puppets, even worst...Clown puppets.
67. I love things that are free.
68. I hate not having money.
69. I hate going to the gym, but need to so i don,t get fat.
70. I love coldplay. It's the best make out music.
71. Every time i hear a Bob Segar song i think of all the road trips with my family.
72. I want to get married but sadly will not be able to for a while.
73. Has good credit!
74. I have a fear of death or dying alone.
75. I have watch three people die before. Two were family members.
76. Have been in an amublance 4 times. They are not fun.
77. I dont like cereal. Would rather make a good brakfast.
78. I never wear anything white, unless it's and undershirt or dress shirt.
79. Hates the color purple. Not the movie.
80. I love things that make me laugh.
81. I like to look at people who wear rings and make up stories about their partners if they are married.
82. I use to love re enacting my death. I would let my sister take pictures of me doing this.
83. Sometimes i like to talk in third person. And Refer to my alter ego Derek Montana, which is Hannah Montana's brother.
84. i love biking to work. it's such a great ride down.
85. Is not a fan of Passion fruit. Taste like shit!
86. I was born in 1986. Ugh i'm so young.
87. I thought i was going to be dead by the age of 30.
88. I love history. I want to go back to school an major in it.
89. My first girl celeb. crush was Debbie Harry.
90. I always wanted to have a bee hive but i cut my hair so short.

Ok i can't think of anything else... ENJOY!!'!

Mute button

Sometimes i wish some children would come with a mute buttons.

Today at work with have one new student transitioning into my class. This is the fourth time he has been in my class. After his parents leave, he makes the ugliest face and beings to cry. Cry for his mother and father. I tried to tell him that crying is not going to get his parents faster here. I bribe him with stickers and special treats. Nothing worked at this point. It was nap time and after all the crying he went to sleep and i got two hours of bliss silence. After nap, it started again. Cry, cry, Cry... I wanted to rip my hair out. I wanted to run. I wanted to just sit him down and tell him again to please stop. Finally I walked up to him, picked him up and started to rock him and ask him questions about his brother who went to the same school when he was younger. I just talked to him, and the crying stopped. His eyes lit up with curiosity. He wiped his tears away and began to chat with me about his life and all the fun things he loves. The park, play dates, food, colors. etc. He warmed up to me. He wanted to just hang out with me and get to know me. It was nice for the last half of the day, but really i want some kids to come with mute buttons.

Fuck....

It is so hot out!

I'm not one to complain about the weather, but when it is hot out here in the Northwest i get a bit grumpy and yet i still will be happy. I love the sun, but only when it is like 60 out. Not high 80's.