just for fun.

i love when people do stuff like this!

Weekend Montage...

This weekend has came and gone so fast. One day it was Friday, and now today it's Sunday. Well this weekend was filled with family. Not my family but John's. Friday night we had dinner with his parents at Hall Street Grill The evening there started off slow. But after a couple of drinks, his parents were talking up a storm. We talked about first jobs we had, cars, our father's first jobs. It was the most comfortable i have ever felt with his parents. The next night it was the whole family. His sisters, nieces and nephew, and brother in law. When we first arrived, his mothers was very welcoming. Asked me what i did that day, how was i, and if she could make me a drink. I was very surprised at how much they came about to welcome me. Tasty tasty food, drinks, and great company. We had chicken, a really green salad, potato salad, and homemade ice cream.

I love otters

I feel like this....

Today!!!

Already....

Wow it is Thursday, and already i am pooped. I want the weekend to come now. I went to scuba and it was my last class. "Triste!!" Well overall i need another vacation from ym vacation. I rode my bike to work and that kicked in all my endorphins. I feel good. But until i start to crash i will feel like shit again. Work today i plan to be happy and sunshine smiles! John is coming to town tomorrow. I will have dinner with his family this weekend, One of my ex boyfriend's just moved today. He now lives off of the waterfront and wants me to help unpack his house and help put stuff away on sunday.

Well over all my morning has been great. The sun is out and so am i!

Oh Taylor Swift!

Now i am not a fan of the sounds of country music. Yes i do own some. But not a lot. For some reason this Taylor Swift song, You belong to me has hit me hard. I guess that i want to be the best friend next door and fall for my neighbor. I never had hot neighbors, expect for Ron the hot older man across the street. But there is something about this song that captures me.



"You Belong With Me"

You're on the phone
With your girlfriend
She's upset
She's going off about
Something that you said
'cause she doesn't get your humor
Like I do

I'm in the room
It's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music
She doesn't like
She'll never know your story
Like I do

But she wears short skirts
I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain
And I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day
When you wake up and find
That what you're looking for
Has been here the whole time

If you could see
That I'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you
See you belong with me
You belong with me.

Walking the streets
With you and your worn out jeans
I can't help thinking
This is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench
Thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile
That could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in awhile
Since she brought you down
You say you're fine
I know you better than that
Hey what you doing
With a girl like that

She wears high heels
I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain
I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day
When you wake up and find
That what you're looking for
Has been here the whole time

If you could see
That I'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you
See you belong with me
Standing by and
Waiting at your backdoor
All this time
How could you not know
Baby
You belong with me
You belong with me.

[Instrumental]

Oh, I remember
You driving to my house
In the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know you're about to cry
And I know your favorite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know it's with me

Can't you see
That I'm the one
Who understands
Been here all along
So why can't you see?
You belong with me.

Have you ever thought
Just maybe
You belong with me?

Ugh...

Already the first day back to work, and i want to leave. Why can't i just take the next day off. Already i get here to work and i get told that i am getting removed from my classroom where all the children that i have taught, got to know, loved. I am i really love my class but to remove me without even asking me if i would like this move. FUCK THAT!!!

I don't want to leave my students. I don't want them to think that i am leaving them and i do not like them. This is going to be one of the hardest parts into my life. Telling my class that i am going to another room. Their little hearts are going to break into pieces.

I am sad...

San Diego, which of course in German means a whale's vagina.

Well it is official!

My life is complete. Well one more level complete! I am here in San Diego. The birthplace of John. It is going great. I get to see all the places where John had his first School, Job, Love, Lived, Things he loved there. Looking at his childhood is a bit like mine. He grew up around Latino Culture. Lots of Mexican food, music, latino Men.
John has asked me to move in with him. We have been dating for one year. I am excited about this huge life change. I will be saying good bye to friends in Portland, but also making new ones as well. I plan to play on the Rugby team up in Seattle. To expand not only my friends but john's as well. We have also started the adoption process. This is a bit scary, and yet i am ready to become a father. I plan to move sometime in December. I will miss my love ones here. But until than i will enjoy my life here in PDX. If you are a blogger in PDX and want to meet, let me know! Other than that. San Diego was Fantastic!! There is a major different's in not only culture, but styles and looks in San Diego. Everyone one in San Diego looks really fit. Even the 80 old's have a great body. Everyone is tan, Either lives high up in the hills, or life on their boat/yacht. Lots of Latino and White people there. Many of the citizens of San Diego either live or work in Mexico. Overall I really enjoyed going to San Diego. I have lots of pictures from the San Diego Zoo. I believe that is the best Zoo!!!








Derek

One year strong...

Just think back. One year ago i met the sweetest man on our first date. We chatted on gay.com for a few months until finally we arranged to meet. We met at Pioneer Courthouse square and went to dinner at Maya's Aztecan for mexican food. Than went to Jamieson Square, where we kissed and saw one of my student's and his mother there. After all the things we have been one, trips, family times, rugby, scuba diving, Schnauzer cuddling, cruises, fights, almost break ups, making up, holidays, birthdays, and each other. I am so glad that we are together. I would not change anything about our pasts. What we have been through has made us stronger and will continue to make us. All the support we have for each other and our love. I love john with all my soul, my heart, my body, my mind. He is the one i think about all the time. The one i love to be with. I see myself growing with him. Having children with, Family vacations, coming home to, making dinner for, dancing with, spend time with friends, biking with, flying with, building a home with. I see no longer my boyfriend, but my partner/my best friend/confidant/my soul mate/companion

and hopefully in the years to come.....

My Husband.

I'm done..

Diet starts tomorrow.
This week was bad.
I ate too much.
Must Run!

My Best friend wedding...

So my very best friend, Amy is getting married in 11 months, 4 weeks and 2 day and counting. She has been a little busy bee, getting everything ready. Invitations, photographer, Setting of wedding, things like that. I love my friend dearly to death and am happy that she is taking her time already to get everything ready. Not like some people we know that are just one huge mess and think that she is one upping her. Well, today i received some pictures of what her dress is going to look like. Now i have seen my best friend in dresses before, but i guess there is something about her dress she picked out that makes her look so angelic, so heavenly, so happy. I wish that i was a girl at times so i can wear a beautiful wedding dress, but that will not happen. I have been thinking a bit about what i want if i ever get married.

I want a simple wedding, with only close friends ans family. About 100 to 175 people. My colors will be Emerald green and some type of blue. I will wear a white tux ans my husband will wear a black tux. We will get married either in a church or some where nice, like a wine vineyard. The ceremony will be perfect. My vows will say something to the point about how much i love him and treasure our lives soon to be together. After our kiss, my mother will be crying to see her baby boy happy and off of his married way. As i walk back up the aisle, i see a man in the back sitting there all by himself. Is that my father?

The reception will be filled with most of my family. They do know how to party. My Aunt's and Uncles all kissing me and shaking my husband's hand congratulating us on our new lives. Our First dances comes on and i will follow my husband and he leads me into sweet and soft waltz. As we glade across the floor, i see so many people happy for us. My mother dances with me and whispers into my ear that she is happy that i have found a man that loves me and wishes me all the happiness in the world. Next we do the Traditional Money dance. Where everyone pins money on us if they want to dance with us. As we dance with everyone they cake gets cut and soon after, Toast are made. My best friend toast her glass and talks about the first time we meet and all the things we have been through. Everyone laughs in the right places and cry's. As the night starts to die down, we make our exit to our home. We say good bye to everyone and when we get home, my husband or i carry eachother through the threshold of our home.

I know, but hey a boy can dream. Here is my friend Amy's Dress... she looks so beautiful!!!!

Telepathic minds....

The Vulcan mind meld was a telepathic link between two individuals, allowing for the exchange of thoughts, thus in essence allowing the participants to become one mind

Sometimes i wish i was a Vulcan and had the ability to perform this task. Well with people i love. When i start to feel lonely, i think about people i miss the most. My Mother, my brothers, friends, my boyfriend. If i had a mind melt with them. I would never feel lonely. I would know how they are feeling, if they miss me, what is going on. Today was kinda a day of feeling lonely. I was not lonely. My roommates and some friends i hung out with. I guess in my mind i felt alone. I wanted to hear a voice of people i miss. To be able to touch them. See them smile. Hug me. To calm me down and tell me they love me.

I just want to know what the one would completes me is thinking about. Wonders if he misses me while he is off on work in New york.

Damn Feelings!

Parenting 101.....

While watching Spongebob with the girls, it was about when Patrick and Spongebob find this baby clam and decide to take care of it. Patrick yells out, "I get to be the mom." Spongebob replied, patrick you can't be the mom. You don't wear a shirt. As they show patrick again he gets hairy, fat, and smelly aroma's comes from him. So they are doing the whole parent thing, Patrick is the father who goes to work while spongebob stays home and takes care of the baby but tells patrick he wants a break when he comes home. Well patrick comes home and walks past Spongebob and tells him work are long he was tired. He tell spongbob that he will give him a break tomorrow. Tomorrow comes and the same thing happened as the night before. So a week of this and spongebob is so tired and patrick has no idea what spongebob is going through. Spongebob show patrick's all the things he has been doing, feeding baby, changing him, etc. Patrick cry's outs he is a bad father.

So the next morning he tells spongebob that he will see him after work at 6pm. Well midnight comes around and he has a lampshade on his head from a party he went to and spongebob in rolls in his hair ask patrick where he has been and why he didn't get a break. Patrick starts in, "I work all day to provide for this family, I don't deserve this. I'm going back to work." Patrick goes to his rock house and is watching tv. "It's not as easy as it looks. Sometime i have to move the antenna. Or lose the remote. And sometimes my butt itches too." Well spongebob is mad at this point and throw patrick's briefcase at him which is filled with Donuts and Ice Sundaes. Soon you hear the baby clam is at the window of spongebob's house ready to jump out it' Both Patrick and spongbob race over to where the baby will fall and miss. The both asked eachother if they caught the baby. The baby clam learned how to "flap" it's wings and flew away, thus making Patrick and Spongebob great parents. It ends with patrick asking Spongbob you have another one.

First of all, Spongebob never made sense to me. Yes this one episode was funny, but i had so many questions about it. Like why would they take in a baby clam when it was the size of their hand. Why not make it a baby whale or seal? When Patrick yelled out to me the mom but can't cause he doesn't wear a shirt. Does that mean all father's don't wear shirts? The part about giving each other a break from your kid. Yes i understand that. Many families go through that. Where one parent just wants 15 mins to themselves but can't if the other parents has been out working or doing whatever. The part about the baby clam jumping from the window. I dont know about that one. SpongeBob was relatively uncontroversial during the first two seasons and the beginning of the third season. SpongeBob and Patrick's close friendship in many episodes (including an episode where they hold hands) led some viewers to the conclusion that SpongeBob and Patrick were homosexual. In the 2002 episode "Rock-A-Bye-Bivalve", SpongeBob and Patrick adopt a baby scallop, furthering the rumor because of its implications that the two make major life decisions together as a monogamous couple would. SpongeBob sometimes wears cosmetics and dresses in women's clothing, often cited as evidence of his homosexuality. Independent of assumptions, the cartoon's acceptance and optimism have made it popular within parts of the real-life gay community. Steven Hillenburg stated in 2002 that SpongeBob is asexual.I had mix feelings about it, but laughed so hard.

Majide

I love this show. I would go on there in heartbeat!!! I want to go to japan so bad too! Plus i love and look like judge Bob!!

chambr of bad!

Decompression sickness (DCS; also historically or colloquially known as divers' disease, the bends or caisson disease) describes a condition arising from the precipitation of dissolved gasses into bubbles inside the body on depressurisation. DCS most commonly refers to a specific type of scuba diving hazard but may be experienced in other depressurisation events such as caisson working, flying in unpressurised aircraft and extra-vehicular activity from spacecraft.

Although DCS is not a common event, much research has gone into preventing it and scuba divers use dive tables or dive computers to set limits to their exposure to pressure. Its effects may vary from joint pain and rash to paralysis and death. Treatment is by hyperbaric oxygen therapy in a recompression chamber. If treated early, there is a significantly higher chance of success.

Normally.....

I will not date a guy in the same age limit as me. 23 to 29. But this one i will...yes. Channing Tatum....i melt for...


He is so handsome and sexy. Plus looking at the way his body is... I need to look like that!


i was reading GQ this past week and found out some good stuff about him. Old Jobs, family life, and what he does now days. But ever since i saw him in Step up i fell in love with him. Knowing that a white boy like him can date! *giggles* I really am infatuated with this lines on his hips/inner thigh. I love that on a man....

I swear my class is like this at times!

"A dingo ate my baby"

Guess where i am going on holiday in the winter....

Australia... Not the movie but the country.. OMG it has been a dream of mine to go there. Well not because of the animals, but movies like Priscilla, Queen of the Desert, Muriel's wedding, Babe, Crocodile Dundee, Moulin Rouge and that the Aussie go crazy for Abba! Many musical groups from Australia include AC/DC, INXS, Men at Work, The Bee Gee's, Olivia Newton-John and Kylie Mingoue.

So many great musicians came from there. Plus RUGBY!!!! The hottest players come from Australia... hint hint john i want to go to a rugby game there. I can not wait and am planning fun times! I leave you with hot aussie rugby players!