I use to...

Live in a world,Where tuxs and different colored costumes and shoes were important. Where there was never too much make up or stoned gems on your outfit. Where Making beautiful lines and hitting the time of the beat was a killer. Where showing your emotions meant everything. When a Heel or a toe step could take your score down. Where dancing was my life. Where it brought me much joy to teach others the joy that i enjoyed. The fire that was in my soul. The flame that made me what i am today. I look back at all the joy i spent. Each person that i shaped into a dancer. The ones that shared the same flame that i did. Now i still teach, But the minds of the young. The ones that just want to be loved. I am happy in that place.

Princessa

Dream a dream.....

Last night.I had a dream about you. In this dream, i was dancing right beside you.




You dressed in your black tux, I was in my white tux. The floor was light, the music was playing. You smiled at me. I smiled back at you. You took me out on the floor and offered your hand. I gladly accepted, as you pulled me into you. As we stood there, waiting for the music to start, you stared into my brown eyes and told me how much you cared for me and wanted to be with me. I wrapped my arms tightly a rounded you and kissed you and told you that i love you. Just than the band started up and we softly wowed the crowd and fellow family members and friends. We were in sync with each other. Knowing what move came next, every smile,look, body movement. I wish that was what really happen. But i soon awoke from that dream and reached over. You where not next to me. You are up in Seattle. Dreaming your own dreams. About me? About your life? About all the hope you wish for...? About what you want to happen...? I wish that i didn't have to awake up alone. Or sleep with the replacement teddy bear that is named after you. He does nothing for me. I want to be with you.

Your Handsome Prince......

Pit-tock and you don't stop!

The House of my Dreams

Today i went to the pittock


Your asking yourself, "what is the pittock.." Well it's the home of The pittcok family when they lived in Portland. It's the Huge Estate Of Henry Pittock, Owner of the Oregonian circa 1920's.

This home is so huge and beautiful. If you haven't been. You really should. It's a treat within it self. And to see some of Portland's history is fantastic. Here are some pictures from my adventure. And no i didn't see or encounter a ghost.


This is the first tour We took that Morning.




This is from the Laundry Room when the washing machine wasn't invented yet. How would you like to get paid 75 cents a week to wash clothes



The Coal Burner, Before they converted to oil



Tour guide and the wall showing the different layers of Wall.



Myself and Harry's undergarments!


Myself in Harry pittock's Shower.


At the top of the second level of the Stairs




There was a wedding party up there. This is the picture i took from the Mansion

Song that Sums of My week...

It's friday.. What a glorious day. This is the song that sums up my week.


ATC My Heart Beats Like a Drum (Dum Dum Dum)




Well it the perfect song to thing about that someone special that makes your heart go Dum Dum Dum.

So this is to you John Carroll For making my heart go dum dum dum.

I love

Rugby!! but i'm sore in a good way!

Night!

princessa

Green eggs and i should be hammered...

I have been in a cooking mood this weekend with work. I've been read all these books about food and recipes on how to prepare them. Well today i made one of them happen.


I first started at the Wednesday Market at the south park blocks. It was the Pesto sauce/paste that i need there. I brought one dozens of eggs, green food coloring, a bit of milk, and some ham. Yes i made green eggs and ham. The Dr. Suess favor of all children. At first when i prepare this wonderful treat for my students, their reactions were. "I don't like green eggs and ham." Or "My pants don't want me eating green eggs" I know that something that looks green doesn't always look good to eat. But after the first bite, their eyes lit up. Their hand and mouth started as if they had minds of their own. It was a Huge hit with them. All but one student didn't try it. But I'm proud that my students over came the fear of trying something new. And hopefully they told their parents and they can make it for them.

Prnicessa

Best thing Ever...."Warning" Not suitable for children.

Obey My Dog!!!



Advice dog is the coolest thing. And makes me laugh. But just you warn you there is some words you might not like. But i found this due to an image search on google. Ah, the power of the internet!!

It's so Cute with a puppy Face like that



Dear Advice Dog,

I am 18 and a student. I recently slept with a guy at work and he has not paid attention to me since. I have totally fallen for him.


We have known each other since primary school and he always was shy.
Why won't he speak to me, let alone date me?






Dear Advice Dog,

My father kicked me out of the car yesterday and told me to walk home. He said I was talking out of line. It took me all afternoon to get home. It was almost twelve miles. Now he won’t talk to me and the rest of the family is mad at me too.





Dear Advice Dog,

My mom won’t let me wear a bikini or a thong.
How can I convince her that there is nothing wrong with them?




Dear Advice Dog,

My girlfriend’s birthday is coming up and I don’t know what to give her. I want her to never forget the evening.
Do you have any ideas?



Dear Advice Dog,

How appropriate is it to call my boyfriend of four years? I have been taught not to call men. However, occasionally, not often, he does not give me a good morning call. I wait until lunchtime to give him a call.
Is it appropriate to call him?

I'm the

Hardest lil button to Button

He doesn't look a thing like Jesus...

But he talks like a gentleman.....

Yet i sum up another weekend in my life of a gay man. Well My weekend was great... Ok Scratch that... My weekend Was Fabulous. My boyfriend john came down from Seattle to watch the rugby team i play with. It was great to get back out there and hit hard. I did have some flaws but quickly took the advice of my teammates and coach and got my head in the game. Of course the beer afterwords made all the aches and pains go away. John was more than happy to be there cheering me on and clinch this teeth when i got hit or rucked. He felt a bit sorry for me when later he saw all the bruises on my body.

He did get to meet my other mother this weekend. Which she was more than excited. She even cooked and planned a dinner. Than of course after dinner was the talking part. "What do you have to offer my lil boy?" "If you hurt him i will rip out your heart and stuff it down your throat!!!" Aww... what are mom'S for...

But spending time with john always makes me happy and when he leaves i long to be with him more. This time it will not be for three weeks this time. That's too long. and just for the record... I'm tired and a bit sore... if you know what i mean. Well that sums up part of my weekend. And i leave you with some pictures of this weekend.

















Princessa

Game time in only 13hours

The game for tomorrow against reed college will be fun. And not only fun but exciting. It's our first game of the season and i can't wait to get out there and Tackle and Ruck hard.... I call on the strength of my brothers before me and the ones that are with me. Guide me in this game i play and help me keep safe and protect my fellow teammates!

Go Team!

Princessa

I want a kids

So i can stay at home and watch this....

What's better than this.....

So every morning when i wake up at 5:55am i get to watch the sunrise. Teaching kids is better. I wake up every morning knowing that there are children waiting for me to enlighten their minds everyday. It's Refreshing to know i have a job that if i am sick or late, these children feel a bit hurt when i am not there.

Other than that feeling. i'm counting down the day til John comes down to see me. Right now it's two. Saturday... Which is a rugby day... REED COLLEGE at 2. Be there or get Rucked hard!

And every morning when i wake up i turn on my ipod and this song was the first one waiting to be played this morning.



I think that's a sign on my behalf.

Happy Thursday..... Off to work than rugby!

Princessa!

I am so much better than you

I could survive for 1 minute, 38 seconds chained to a bunk bed with a velociraptor

Only by 35 more minutes!!!

Days off fucking rock...

Today i got the day off from work and didn't go to rugby due to my tummy was hurting. (i know I'm a huge pussy when i get sick)

So updating my life so far.

Life


I Miss john. I miss him so much. We talk on the phone everyday day. I love hearing his voice, hearing him laugh, telling me about his day and good night. He makes me feel loved and great about myself. I can't stop thinking about him. I long to be closer to him. I want to hold him, kiss him, just be with him. He will be coming down this next weekend on the 20th for a rugby game i have at Reed College. You guys are more than Welcome to come. Will have more information on it.

That brings me to the next topic, Rugby!!!

So far we have a somewhat soild pair of guys that really want to play. I can't wait for us to play the first game. Getting to know my other teammates is really nice and i like hanging out with them. I wouldn't have it any other way. Plus i can go to them for help and the same with them. We are here for eachother. Plus having Sato as the head coach fucking rocks! she Knows what we need to do and how to get us there to do it. YOU ROCK MY PANTS SATO!! And our Prez, Senor Garbonzo.... Without your decisons i would be lost. Plus he is always there with open ears and knowledge on what is going on. This season is going to kick some ass. GO RUGBY!!!

Work,



This past month i had to say bye to some on the best kids i have ever worked with. There are all so smart and not having them in my classroom makes me sad. I miss the hugs and kissed and all the funny stories they had to tell me. I miss the laughs and giggles. The great adventures they took me on when it came time play. I miss all the singing and questions they had to ask. I miss see their smiling faces. I miss them. I want to hug them one last time. I want to say bye again. I want to play one last game, sing one last song, answer one last question, give one last hug. But i know they will go off to be wonderful people. Hopefully one will become an actress with her great acting and singing skills. And one will become president or a professor. No matter what the out come of their dreams are. I know they have made me proud and i will miss them.




I guess that's all for now.

Princessa

What fun

Here are the rules:

A) Answer the question below, do a Google Image search with your answer, take a picture from the 1st page of results, do it with minimal words of explanation; and
B) Tag 5 people to do the same once you’ve finished answering every question. (my tags are at the bottom of the post)




1. The age you will be on your next birthday : 23


2. A place you want to travel to : Arctic Circle




3. Your favourite place : Madrid Spain


4. Your favourite food : Chinese Food




5. Your favourite pet :chihuahua





6. Favourite colour combination : Red and green




7. Favourite piece of clothing : underwear



8. Your all time favourite music : oldies


9. Favourite TV show : Will and grace



10. First name of your significant other : John



11. Which town do you live in : Portland Oregon



12. Your screenname / Nickname : Princessa of lil mexico


13. Your fist job : wait Staff


14. Your dream Job : Teaching children


15. One bad habit that you have : I crack my knuckles



16. Worst fear : Dying alone


17. Things I would like to do before I die! : become a father



18. The first thing you would do if you get $1,000,000 : Buy a house



19. My husband : Don't have one yet.. But i pretend it's Brian.( i like when i tried to google him a map came up) lol



20. What present would you like for your next birthday? some that has meaning and is special to me


Princessa