Already...

IT has not even been a week yet. John is off to Atlanta for a Teacher Conf. He leaves tomorrow morning and will not be back til Sunday afternoon. I know that he has not left yet but yet i know that i already will miss him. So far my life in Seattle has been wonderful. I will not be working until January. After our trip to Australia. I have been busy. I have clean the house, taking care of the dogs, making dinner and dessert. i have been running each day. I ran 8 miles a day. I am walking around the the neighborhood to get a feel where everything is. I love after cleaning the house and running is that i get to take a nap and cuddle with the babies to the Golden Girls. They are the best. The best thing i love about being in Seattle is that i get to sleep in the same bed as John. No other feeling is better than that! Over all i am finding my place here in Seattle!

I miss you friends and family in portland!!

Princessa!

So long...farewell...

Today was the official day that i am no longer a Oregonian. I loading my things into the back of my boyfriend's Lexus and started our new life together. After 3 hours of driving in the rain, a stop for some burgers, chicken strips, fries, and a milkshake. (my last burgerville) More rain, a out of order bridge, and being attacked by lovable schnauzers. My move has ended. I am now safely in the arm of the man i love. We both unpacked my things and found places for them to go. We even set up our Wii and played some bowling. John won with 169, i go 118. After wii we made dinner. Meatballs in a mushroom sauce with rice. YUM! While eating dinner we watch the movie Australia. That move was packed with so many twist and turns and great scenes of Australia. It made we want to go there now. I am so excited to go. John looks like Hugh Jackman from that movie. Grrr... It has been a great weekend started. Tomorrow we are going grocery shopping so i can start to plan for this week. Than on Wednesday, John is off to Atlanta Georgia for a Teacher Convention. I will have the dogs, cat and the house. Looks like papi has a busy week ahead!

I fell i love...

With a man.

A man that is caring, smart, sexy, funny, geeky, loving, handsome.

A man that has been there for me.

A man that has shown me parts of the world.

A man that is opening up his world for me.

A man that loves me.

A man that is worth everything.

A man that puts up with all my craziness, love, silly, dancing.

A man that wants to make me an honest man.

A man that i love.

A man that i want to be his man.

A man that one day i hope turns into my hus-bear.

I love you Papi Bear.

I honestly can not tell you what the future holds, but i can give you my world, my thoughts, my love, my care. my warmth, my touch, my heart. I can give you memories that last a lifetime, a life that we can grow together, friends that are both ours, quiet time with the puppies, dinners, and other times together. No words can tell you how much i care about you. But this is a start.

Love your chico,

Derek

Halloween

We could be sister!!!!

Halloween

Thoughts

Thinking of you, wherever you are,

We pray for our sorrows to end,
and hope that our hearts will blend.
Now I will step forward to realise this wish.

And who knows:
starting a new journey may not be so hard
or maybe it has already begun.

There are many worlds,
but they share the same sky-
one sky, one destiny.

Waiting....

Why does it always feel like something you want you must always wait for it. When you want things to go your way, but yet you have no control over it. You Count down the months which in turn become days, to hours than minutes. But to you it seems like Years away. Yes years. I feel excited but also sad at the same time. Happy to start a new chapter in my life that i hope will become my life until i die. But yet the sadness... Sad about leaving a wonderful city that is filled with Friends, Family, wonderful memories, hard times, happiness, first things, and jobs. I need this change... I no longer want to be lonely. I want to grow old. I need "Special Times" with him. I want to be there for my hubby, start a life with him. Met new friends in Seattle and continue the ones that are there. I was to play rugby there again with the Quake. Get a new job and hope to benefit as growing as a person. I also want to keep all of my friends in Portland. They mean the World to me. If i could, i would pack all of them with me and take care of all of you. I am scared not knowing what Seattle has in store for me, but all i can do is go into it with positive energy and thought. So in closing i will leave you with something on your mind....

If you had to choose a new life....Would you?