Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Kanye to the west



i love kanye west ever since he first came out. and his music gets better and better!

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

As the new year approaches




So does my list of things i want to do.

1. Get in better shape.
Now i'm in ok shape for someone of my size and age, But i really am going to work hard on losing that spare tire. So that means no sugars, cut back on drinking, watch what i eat, and exercise twice daily. once in the morning and than the gym at night. i just really want to have a flat tummy.

2. Let my hair grow.
I usually have short hair. but i want to grow it out this year. I want it kinda Asian male long hair. so i can flat iron it.

3. Better sex life.
By this one i mean to become a better partner for my boyfriend. Nothing sexual, i mean i want to be more supportive for him and be there when he needs me.

4. open up.
This means tell more personal things about myself. And i've kept out most of the juicy parts of my life. So more to come.

5. Travel more.
Enough said.

6. Start thinking about a family.
Now i know that some of you are thinking that i am too young to have my own family. Well guess what, im not getting any younger am i!! I always wanted a family of my own when i was twelve when my parents separated. I want a boy to start with,

7. Document my life more.
I want my children to know what kind of person i was, so i am going to blog more often.

And finally number

8. Keep in better contact with my family.
As in GO BACK HOME TO NORTH BEND....."shivers"

Happpy new years!!

Monday, December 29, 2008

Flight of the Drunken Passenger

Today my flights were OK. I do wish that john was flying with me so I
would have someone to talk to and hold. But at last I travel solo. My
first flight was pleasant, all except for the landing. When the flight
crew comes around and tells you, "you need to turn off you personal
devices." you think people listen... Nope. Instead blasting their
music for the whole airplane to hear. Than having the attendant pass
them and not even notice. Gosh I feel safe. Not!!!!
Than in Houston, this kid about my age-ish walked up to the ticket
counter and asked the man behind if he could smoke in the terminal.
Come on guy, where the fuck is your brain?? Are you to drunk or high
to know that you are in an airport. Well the staff knew he was trouble
and the man from the counter in the airport can on the plane and
threaded to kick him off. I wished they did, he sat behind me and
didn't turn off his phone til the attendant told him to turn it off.
Than started up his iPod or CD player while the plane was about to
take flight. And finally started to kick the back of my chair and lean
up against it. I just want to punch him!' fucking traveling flights!!!

Sunday, December 28, 2008

The holiday WHORE is BACK!!! pt. 2

So as i sit here in the Houston airport, i start to think about all the things that happened this week. Traveling to a new foreign place has been exciting for me. I got to hear a language which i never heard of. Got to taste food I'd never tried. I got to do some new life experiences like snorkel and scuba dive. But mostly what i will remember is the time i spent with the one i love!!! John!

It was the best vacation i have ever been on. Nothing compares to the time and fun i had with him. The bond that was created between us this week has been the strongest i have ever felt with an man. My heart beats stronger and faster for him. Saying by to him was hard for me. I miss his smile, his touch, his lips, his warmth. I wish that we were traveling together, but sadly we are on our own flights. But the time that we had there will not be forgotten.

I love you papi!!

Friday, December 26, 2008

Dear Tourist!!!

Dear tourists,

Today at the beach in bonaire, while you came off the cruise boat you and your family was on. you decided to take in the scene of this beautiful island. While on shore, you were completely rude and made a huge scene about the beach chairs being 5 dollars and than when you didn't find some you continued to complain about how many people where out. Well let me tell you something, next time just stay on the fucking boat!!! You could of got the same amount of sun on the boat and didn't have to spend the 5 extra dollars that this island lives off of. And keep you voices to yourself, i really could careless about how drunk you were the night before, or what you got for Christmas. Also please were a nice swim suit, not something that is all the way up your ass that i can clearly see your asshole or pussy. You make me sick. And one final thing, notice how all the natives here are not fat, when i looked around at the groups of native there 1 out of 4 were fat, and when i looked at the tourists 3 out of 4 were fat. I guess that just show how fatty Americans are. Well just dont go on any more vacations you whinny little bitch!!!!

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

greatest find

Today on the second dive i did. I got to see a green sea turtle. If you have never seen a sea turtle, you must travel!!! It was so amazing to watch this turtle swim pass me. He reminds me of a slow old man. just floating there, nothing to worry about, just taking his sweet time. he was so close to me, just an arms reach. green, medium size, moving slowing, so cute. i was just snorkeling on the other side of the boat. these other people who were diving missed it but luckly some of the divers from my group saw it so i kidd you not! SO GET OUT and DIVE!!!

Monday, December 22, 2008

First boat out..

This morning after breakfast this morning, we went on the boat and set off to the first dive spot. OMG it was so beautiful. i didnt get to take pictures due to my memory card was left in my computer. Beautiful blue sea's, sun burning down. I with my snorkeling mask and snorkel was at first scared that something will come and eat me while i floated at the top of water. But snorkeling is not half bad. it's like being a couple foot from the sea floor. I saw many fist like a parrot fish, and coral reefs. it was so pretty and i am in love with this island. i still need to find a flamingo still, and a turtle. But hopefully one day i will get the courage to scuba dive. The fish are so neat looking. I spent a really good of time out in the sun, so when i come back i will be a really nice dark brown. Well i.m off to explore the island and get some things!

Princessa

Sunday, December 21, 2008

Bon to the aire





My trip to Bonaire (Netherlands Antilles Island)


This is all about my trip to Bonaire. I first woke up this morning to white snowy roads and artic blast winds coming from the east. The road were frozen and only snow tires or chains could get you to where you wanted to go. I got dressed, got my luggage that I was going to carry with me on my trip and headed to the max train. I arrived at the train station to get on the red line to the airport from Beaverton transit center. The train ride was a cold, fearful, crowded ride. Everyone was on the train tryin to fly out. I with my luggage, prayed that I would not get stuck in this weather we are having. Soon there after I was off the train and headed to the ticket counter to get my boarding pass to board the plane. But I was faced with an obstacle, TSA!!! I waited in line for a good half an hour trying to make sure that I was who I was, and what my passport said was right. I was behind a family with a baby not older than 1 yrs old. Taking everything out, than putting it all back in, than out again, than in. The time it took they made the line get held up. I wanted to punch the mother for that. If she would of just read the signs that clearly explain TAKE OUT YOUR LIQUIDS…. We would have been in business. But no, they had to make out lives a Hell. Now I am on the plane, seated next to a young man of the age of seven, he is really smart, Brown hair, fair skin, greenish eyes, a bright smile. He is on his way to texas where he will meet his parents there. He is a little bit os a pain but he has made my trip so far. I am in the middle of the three seats, Which is something I do not like. But im happy that the people who are seated next to me are really nice. But when loading on the plane, we had to get de-iced which took about an hour. Now we are late to texas. But I dont care right now. I will have a layover there.

Saturday, December 20, 2008

Airports

suck when it snows. I am currently at the Portland airport. aka PDX. Snowing like a mo fo. Everyone is in a huge panic/rush. they want to get to where their final destination. As i sit here wondering what the hell john is doing in puerto Rico. I am starting to worry that my flight will not be here, i will be snowed in at the airport, i will die, get raped, die, lose my stuff, get raped, fall, miss my plane, get raped, did i mention i might get raped. Well i just down a shit load of sugar so i can sleep on the plane. Going through the TSA was a bitch. Now i know that having children is a blessing but come on, when you take your baby with you on the plane, you better get ready to take all your liquids out of your bag, instead of pulling them out and than back in, and so forth. I mean i want to have kids but when the signs that say TAKE OUT ALL LIQUIDS FROM BAGS you better do it. Instead you decided to wait at last minute to take everything out, which was a goo 10mins wait, than you didnt ever push your shit through the x ray machine, and i had to do it for you and i did it with a smile. Well guess what!!! FUCK YOU!!! Happy Holidays! SMILE!!!

But i am thank for that the airport has free wi-fi!! GO PDX Air!! woot woot. So less than half an hour to go and i will be in houston TX! maybe i'll see some cowboys!! Ok plane is here!! Will blog from Texas!!!

Safe travel and pray for me!

Princessa

I'm off

to a relaxing time, just pray for a safe trip for me. and do the chicken dance. that always brings me luck!

Friday, December 19, 2008

Kahula CAKE!!!

i had no idea what a lil cook i am!!








normally

I wouldnt do a post about britney spears. but to tell you the truth, im starting to re-like her again. from coming out after that that shit has happen. i say to you ms. spears. Good for you. thank you for another good song.

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Snow fight fun

The holiday WHORE is BACK!!!

Well she is here but now will go back into retirement for the season until next year. The tree is up, the cookies are baked. Holiday cards have been made. Now it is a count down til i'm on that plane to Bonaire! Sun, drinks, Swimming, Cute swim trunks, and my hot boyfriend and i spending a well deserved holiday with each other. I dont think i ever been this excited, well except when i see john on the weekend. But with the fresh layer of snow that have been coming down, i just cant wait. Here are some pictures of what i did so far.
And dont be jealous that you didnt get a homemade holiday greeting card. Maybe if you sent me your address, i'll send some out. i have a shitload this year. Come on you know you need some holiday cheer.

Xoxo Princessa






















Wednesday, December 10, 2008

catching up on the life



Aw so much has gone on this month that i am most of the time out of time to blog about it. Well here i go.

Mom and john finally got to meet this mother. I am so relieved that my mother approves of my boyfriend, and she talked with him. Plus my mother when out with me to a gay bar called boxxes. Which is on i like to go to with friends. Well friday night it was latino night and it wasnt too hopin, but after her one drink and my three, we went to jakes happy hour snd filled ourselves up on wonderful food for cheap. woot woot. The next day i went shopping with my mother and got some really cute outfits to wear and some for my trip out of the country. We were in the shoe dept., and i really can't remember the last time i say my mother in some pumps. So i made my mother try on a pair of pumps and she almost fell over. I laughed so hard at my mothers misfortune that i tripped on a pair of shoes and face planted into the floor. guess thats what i get. So i have nine days til i leave the country for holiday. I cant wait. I was watch the news tonight and it looks like we will be getting some snow here in the Pacific northwest. Now i love snow but don't like to go to work in it. I've been working out for the trip and am feeling the burn these days. The rugby team is officially dead. The wake party for the team was this last weekend. I am sad to see the team go but am happy with all the wonderful people that i have made from it. I treasure each and everyone of them. So in closing i leave you with some pictures of this past week.



Princessa

Saturday, December 6, 2008

Why hello mother, How are you

Ok ok ok Well my mother is in town for the weekend. I love my mother and she is a "Wild woman". I get my personality from her, my looks, my smile, my eyes, any other things. Well she will get to meet my boyfriend and other players of my rugby team. We when out last night to a bar and it was latino night. The club wasnt really jumping and we only stay for a couple of drink. Well my mother had one and i had two. We left to the happy hour of jake and ate like kings, well in our case queens. i'm really excited for my mom to meet john.

Well we will see how this weekend plays out.

Princessa

Monday, December 1, 2008

Today

in honor of World Aids day. i worn Red, prayed for the people i know who have it, and bought a coffee from starbuck. i know how lame this sounds but i tried. give me credit for trying. What did you do today?

Sunday, November 30, 2008

Weekend photo loving

My weekend was filled with nice warm food, fun things, wine and picutres. just take a look.



Patrick(johns Brother) and John


The table is set


the children waiting to come inside from the potty


You all need to go here.


oh Gene





HEART!!


Jimmi Hendrix


infront of all the musical instruments


All the poster art was around this.


Warp ten... now!!!


Beam me up scottie!


Barabella weapon


Danger will Robinson... Danger


Rocking rhymes

Friday, November 28, 2008

Thursday, November 27, 2008

the giving of thanks

So when this holiday has come today. I stop and think the meaning of thanksgiving is not to see how can one stuff themselves full of turkey, mashed potatoes, corn, stuffing, wine, soda, and finally PIE! No No no its not able that. Thanksgiving is all about that things that you have in your life. Friends, family, a job, hope, things like that. So there are many things i am thankful for.

Number one is.

My family. The people i call and am related to. The ones that helped me become myself. The ones that i spent 18 years of my life with. Taught me many things in life. Shared memories, changes, hard times and good times.

My boyfriend, For being in my life, making me feel loved, creating memories for us. Allowing myself to share my past, present and future life with him. Being there for me and supporting me. Always giving me wisdom. I love you papi!!

Friends, For all the many friends that have been in my life and the ones that i see everyday and the ones that i don't. The ones that have been there fore the good times, the bad, making fun experiences, the ones i grew up with, the ones that have taught me something. The ones that i have played on a team with, Got to know their families.

Job. A place where i am welcomed and loved at. A place where i walk in and everyone greets me and tells me how much they miss me and how my students are eager to learn.

Hope.
For having hope in our nation, my dreams i want to complete, a life i am proud that i live.

So i wish you WONDERFUL HOLIDAY. From my family to yours!

Princessa lil mexico!

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Fuck you being sick!!


this is how i currently feel!!!




So last night i was making my way to seattle on the train. While getting on the train my nose started to leak, run, whatever the term we use. It was offset. i ran to the restroom on the train to get some toilet paper to blow my nose. I managed to sleep for an hour and called john to tell him i was on my way to seattle and to please pick me up. I felt like i was dying slowly on the train. I kept trying to sleep but the noise of children giggling and screaming at one another was filled in my head. The lady next to me was staring me down as i kept trying to relax and get to sleep. i really dont remember getting off the train of finding john at the station. I remember i was on the phone last night with a friend that i dont know who it was. And i was singing the song Copacabana. Then i was telling john he was a bad boyfriend for making me get out of the car while he parked it. i do remember taking off my clothes and taking some nightquil and passing out. I hate getting sick!!!!

Monday, November 24, 2008

my holiday is a bit shattered

So i just got off the phone with the love of my life, and thanksgiving just might be the two of us. Now mind you that he has been sick for the past week, with some sort of bug. He called his parents today and told them that he has felt a bit under the weather, when his parents replied that with him being sick that his father might get what he has. So they are going to stay home. My responds to this is, "How Queer!!!" I am thanksgiving is all about being with family and the ones you love. I mean i could of spent thanksgiving with my family and took John to my hometown. I know how gay I'm about to sound but this is one of my greatest thanksgiving memos.

I wake up to the sounds of my mother going threw there cabinets in the kitchen, writing down a list of things she need to get at the store. Rubbing the sand from my eyes, i see my mother in a nightgown, rollers in hair, face mask on, and her nails painted. I softly ask her what she is doing. She tells me that she is going to go to the store to get what she needs and wanted to know if i wanted to go. I quickly got ready and waited for my mother to finish getting herself ready so we can go. Oh our way to the market, she tells me that we have lots of family members coming to our house. Both from my mother's and father's side. My face lights up like a light bulb. See my family for any holidays always mean so much to me. I never know will it be the last time i see them and tell them i love them and kiss them? Well Back from the store with all the things we need, my mother still beautifier than ever, gets the Turkey ready with the stuffing, Mashed potatoes and gravy, corn, Pies, carrots, bisects, and salads(egg and macaroni). I just sat there and watched her work her magic. Floating around the kitchen, moving from one thing to another. So graceful, beautiful, gleaming with proud excellence's that her dinner was coming along greatly. The guest started to arrive. My mother asks me to greet our guest and ask them if they would like something to drink. I run to the door to greet, My grandma and grandpa. Open arms and warm kisses greet me. I ask if they like something to drink. I go to the kitchen and find my mother is not there. I get what i needed and return to the living room where other family member have arrived and run back to the kitchen and retrieve drink orders. My mother still not in the kitchen as i worry about the food burning. Than my mother emerges from here bedroom in this amazing green dress, Make up on, earrings, perfume, Hair done, and rings and a necklace. She looks like a movie star, and not a trace of her working all day to prepare for this holiday. I go get ready too. I come back, the table is set, my father gets up and says a pray, thanks the lord for my mother and her wondrous cooking, family, friends, food. He cuts the first piece of turkey and gives it to my mother where she serves everyone out. My mouth waters at the sight of all the food infront of me. I am so hungry i could eat a small cow. I taste the first bite of turkey and it's so moist and melts in your mouth. Family member toast to my mother and her cooking as she bows her head in acknowledgment. She smiles and winks at me. I never did know what she meant by that. Maybe that she cooked like that all day. Or just keeping her company while she cook? That is my favorite memory of Thanksgiving i have.

Princessa

What i do in my free time

1. What is your favorite Thanksgiving food?
Pie.. i could eat pie tons and tons of pie!!!

2. You can flip a switch that will wipe any band or musical artist out of existence. Which one will it be?
Nickleback!!

3. You seem to be having an excellent day because you just came across a hundred-dollar bill on the sidewalk. Holy crap, a hundred bucks! How are you gonna spend it?
Beer.. and cheap beer so i can buy food

4. What is your favorite curse word?
Fuck. It is good for almost any occasion. (i'll steal this one from garbano!)

5. Rufus appears out of nowhere with a time-traveling phone booth. You can go anytime in the PAST. What time are you traveling to and what are you going to do when you get there?
November 24 2007 10:00am When this lil boy decide to cut my hair today. And Stop him from doing what he did

Bonus (as in optional):You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What's it gonna be?
i want telekinesis powers. Just like jean Grey, but only i will be hotter man form

Sarah Palin

FUCK YOU!!!! And your horrible ways

Sunday, November 23, 2008

it's time for a Come back

Ashlee Simpson.

How i really don't like Ashlee Simpson music. Well how can we forget this Mistake from SNL.



Now this song is a catchy one. "outta my outta my head" Well i believe she is lip syncing in this one too. Oh well

Friday, November 21, 2008

it's 8:30pm and all is well

Well the night is coming to a great end and i am not dead. lol My friend garbano's kids are great kids and listen every well. So eight o'clock rolls around and its time fore bed. Without one word they race up the stairs, change and hop into bed. Im going to be a great dad some day. Well tomorrow is going to be a busy day!!!

Princessa

stress

today at work i will be a bit stressed. we have out annual check out at work. Which i have never done. Well this lady will come in and just sit and watch the way i work with my students and rate me. Now i have never been rated ever, so i feel weird about this whole thing. Some stranger that i teach my children never to talk to will be in my classroom, watching me and them!!! Crazy

This weekend is something i am looking forward too. Spending time with someone else kids while the parents go off to have some fun. And trust me the parents do need a break from children sometimes but these ones deserve it! So i am going to do everything in my power to make this weekend a fun and great time for their children!

So in otherwords ROCK LOBSTER!!!

Monday, November 17, 2008

random love i have

currenly how i feel




hasta manana by abba

a place i miss

North Bend Oregon


Im so cool

the first half of my day i spent making this fun times of a project!!!


Enjoy!!!




princessa

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Please join me





We are calling for a nationwide strike and economic boycott by all Gays and Lesbians AND OUR ALLIES, whether straight, bisexual or transgendered, on December 10th, 2008, International Human Rights Day.

WHY?

Because LGBT workers, business owners, consumers and taxpayers contribute over $700 billion to the U.S. economy each year and should not be treated as second class citizens.

Because general strikes and economic boycotts are a powerful weapon in the history of non-violent protests. See http://www.pbs.org/now/society/boycott.html.

Because marriage should be a Right for all Americans, including gay men and lesbians, regardless of gender, race OR religion.

Because until ALL are equal, NONE are equal.

HOW?

1. Strike: call in gay, shut down your business, take the day off. While this may be a burden, we must be willing to make sacrifices in our fight for equal rights, including the right to marry.

2. Boycott: don't buy or spend to show how much the LGBT dollar supports the American economy.

3. Volunteer: show the world that our message is about love, not discrimination. See www.daywithoutagay.net for a list of volunteer opportunities.

4. Communicate: spread the word. We need everyone's support.

Our co-sponsors include:
JOINTHEIMPACT.COM
DAYWITHOUTAGAY.COM
DAYWITHOUTAGAY.NET
GAYS ON STRIKE (on Facebook)

WHY THE NAME "A DAY WITHOUT GAYS"? We were inspired by the film A DAY WITHOUT A MEXICAN and the nationwide strike in 2006 called A DAY WITHOUT IMMIGRANTS, which were attempts by Latinos and other immigrants for equal rights and employment non-discrimination.

late love and weekend

ok ok ok so this weekend has gone by so fast. Yesterday i had a training class on what to do about child abuse. Nearly at the end of the class i was crying, from all the stories about the children that were saved and the ones that were killed either by the child care provider or something that happen there. We went over sexual abuse for a child, and mental abuse and neglect. In 2006 60,746 reports of child abuse/neglect was made to DHS in Oregon alone(department of Human services) But only 8,017 of these report were looked at. To tell you the true, that pretty fucked up. How can people be so blind and was to hurt a child. Children bring us life into our lives. They make us smile, and laugh. And think about them and what to be close to you and give you all the love they can.

Vegas.....


i recently just watched a movie called Vegas in Space. Its a movie about drag queens in space and they have to save the vegas planet from the evil evil Princess Angel doll drag queen. It was such a weird movie and i think i need some beer while i watched it.


Finally loving from my blog.

Saturday, November 15, 2008

What does 1138 mean?

It’s not a secret code.
It’s not the address of the newest hotspot.
It’s one number, but it adds up.

At last count, the United States General Accounting Office reported 1,138 federal rights, protections
and benefits that come with marriage. Th at means heterosexual married couples automatically
receive these rights and protections, while same-sex couples — even those in civil unions,
domestic partnerships and marriages — do not.
This is unequal — and it’s unfair.
Many of these benefits, such as tax credits, are well known and may even factor into a heterosexual
couple’s decision to marry. Others can be taken for granted but carry great impact on the lives of
committed same-sex partners. Some of these are:
• Use of the Family and Medical Leave Act
Same-sex couples are denied this federal provision allowing up to 12 weeks unpaid leave to care for their sick partners.
• Fairness in taxation of health insurance for one’s family
Employer-sponsored health care for domestic partners is assessed federal taxes, while the same
coverage for heterosexual spouses and their dependents is not.

• Social Security benefits for surviving partners and their dependents
In cases of death or disability, Social Security benefits are not issued to same-sex partners or
their partner’s children.
• The right to petition for a partner’s immigration
• Family-sponsored visas are commonly distributed to those wishing to immigrate to the
United States, but under federal law, same-sex relationships do not constitute family.
These are just a few of the provisions and protections provided exclusively for heterosexual married
couples.
Let 1138 remind us what we have to work for in this fight.

Dancing on a Saturday night.. a saturday night!



i want a tear away dressed when i get married so that if my husband tried to run. i can catch him. plus i would have a gang of brides too. than we can kick the shit out of him!!

quantum of solace

so i was going to write a blog today about the movie i saw last night but since my boyfriend hasnt seen it i will not. But here are some picutres to drool over. My future ex husband Daniel Craig... i melt when i see his eyes and smile. RAWR!!!!

hey i can dream you know!!!

Princessa







Friday, November 14, 2008

How i became Chi Chi Rodriguez




well not that chi chi.


ok i use to be a drag when i was 18 to 21 but i stopped that when i just could not keep my body on changing from man to female like. i mean i was a ok drag but and i did help raise money many of time. but i didnt want to be a 50yrs drag queen when i got up the that age. not i do give a lot of credit to the ones out there. but being one Rose bud of portland was just too much. Below is pictures from when i was Phoenix
Everett my drag name. i was called phoenix due to i looked like jean grey's alter ego. Also with they many years i did this i did get better at make up and looking like a real girl. but still i will never do it again!






Tuesday, November 11, 2008

dream

so last night i was dreaming that i became a latino pop superstar. My sister and brother were my back singers and dances. well only two were. But my was called Derek y familia. We went on tour all over the world singing in English as well as in Spanish. but my dream took me to where my brother and sister also made it famous. sister become a pop star and my brother becoming a rapper. both singing in English and Spanish too. Well it was the night of where all the latin stars get together. Like the Mtv VMAs or something like that. I was one of the major performers and so were many others. I was up for some awards and i had five outfit changes. And was going to present an award out too. It was my turn to Perform, the stage was set, the lights low. I rise from the stage below from a cloud of smoke. Mic in hand i let out a note. i hear the crowd going crazy. Suddenly the music stops, i turn to look. its my sister and brother coming on the stage to sing with me one more time like old times. We shimmy and we shake. We make them go crazy, we dance and jump. We sing in tune. Changing out outfit under other outfits. It was just like old times. After we perform Enrique Ingles comes on stage and tells my to stay on the stage. His song comes on and its the one where Whitney Huston is singing with him but she is not latina so he asks me to sing her part. Next thing i know, i am sing with him, looking into his beautiful eyes, getting lost. holding hands, smiling, winking, dancing. The music ends and i am tired. I got back stage to change but enrique stops me and tells me he has feelings for me and wants to be with me, and tour with him. Before i could tell him yes, i awake up.


Damn dreams.


Princessa

love shine baby

when im with him
my heart races faster,
my feet tumble,
my hands sweats,
my eyes are glued to you,

you make me happy,
smliey,
loved,
cared for,
wanted,
hopeful,
excited,

i love you. Please be mine.

your handsome prince

Thursday, November 6, 2008

My 100th blog

how cute is this. OMG of my favortie kids. so cute



if you want to send me some loving

please e mail to derek_zoolander29@yahoo.com

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

OMG




I am so fucking happy. The man that has promised changed and hope, has came threw and i feel so relived that i was crying, excited, overcome with joy. Thank you united stated for all of your votes and hope and dreams and joys. This is a day that will go down in history!!!

Princessa

it's getting closer




Hope and change is upon us. I'm so excited that i cant see straight. ok ok i cant see straight anyways.


princessa

just think,,,

after today we will have a new president and this whole election stuff will be over and no more calling me or knocking on the door asking me if my vote is with the candidate they support. Well i already voted and it's for Obama. Come on nation do your thing to day and get out and vote!!

Thursday, October 30, 2008

i totally forgot

With the all hallows eve just a few hours away, i wanted to post something i wish i had. This summer i went to a birthday party with the couple below. Diane and her husband Greg Rios. The theme was a wild west. everyone was dressed up. The guy in the picture is one of the birthday people, and i really wish i had this for halloween tomorrow.

Princessa