seattle equals Fun!!

This whole weekend i went up o Seattle to see John. John is an amazing man i ever met. He is so kind, and caring, and cares so much for me. We went almost everywhere in Seattle(but the gay bars) But Spending time with him was so magical. the way he held me, kissed me, cuddled me. Talking with me. Took me to different places, made me feel so happy for once in my life. We went to dinner the first night i came into town. A night lil Italian place. Was so nice and job knew all the right things to say. That night we spend time together and cuddled. That next morning we went to the Waterfront and Watch the guys throw fish and catch them. Saw the first Starbucks and other places. Than it was off to the history museum for some learning.... We cooked dinner together and spent it watching a movie called Shelter.(which everyone should watch Than today we went to church, got some plants for his garden and had some afternoon delight, if you know what that means. Now it's time to eat dinner and tomorrow i say bye to him until three weeks from now. I don't want to leave him. i like him too much to go. But that just make me want him more.


Princessa

Do you ever...

get butterflies when you talk to someone your getting to know?

Or can't stop to think about them, or the way they feel or how they make you feel?
Or how you always smile when you hear from them...


Aye feelings...

i think a change will do you good...

so I've been noticing a change in my body. No i don't mean I'm going though puberty again. but I've been getting stronger, fast, better. I finally have muscles in my arms. My chest is getting harder. My legs are tone. My belly is melting away(lil by lil). i am tougher on the field. I use to "fake fall" into the ground. Now i just take it like a man. (no pun there please) Rugby has made me one hard ass motherf***er!!! I not only encourage my teammates but also yell at them to go as fast as me. What the hell is happening to my body. I feel like at movie spider man 3.
When the bad spider man liked to do shitty stuff. But I'm not doing shitty stuff. I'm just being a badass. I hope this will come out in games!


princessa.


BTW
Jockstraps are hot but are not fun when your inter legs rub up against one another

Does hearts skip beats?

Alrighty so I've been in a slum in the relationship part of my life for the past couples of months, but i think i found the guy who wants to spend his time with me. He is a bit nervous about me writing about him. So here goes.





John.....

An Educator by day and a traveler in his free time. John really loves working this children. Second grade to be exact. He teached up in Seattle public school. John enjoys gardening, cooking/baking, baseball, bowling, golf, boating, scuba, being envolue in the gay community and gay right or equal marriage rights. He also enjoys comuters, digital video editing and web page designs.

Now john is a really smart, handsome, caring man. He has two dogs. that not only kept him busy but love him to death. John has traveled to many places that include, Panama, Chicago, New york, Las vegas, Europe, Central/Southern latin American.
In high school john was very active in the theatre department. Some of the productions john was in was Westside story and my fair lady. As a boy growing up in San Diego, john really loved going to the beach, fishing with his father and spending time with this family. john loves spending time out. John has been living in seattle since 1987, There he was partner for 14yrs. Many happy years with his parnter.




john is a very strong, smart, sexy, caring man that is successful, and has a heart filled with love and passion. Waiting to fill someone's life with all the passions he enjoys.


Princessa.

Finally Freedom

This weekend has been fun. I went to jack johnson Concert, BTW he is amazing....i would totally make sweet sweet sweet love to mr. Johnson.

Those are pictures one of my friends took.
So i had boot camp this weekend. Well Rugby boot camp. Which was fun and great, It was great to get new guys and also have the old ruggers come out too. Plus i'm kinda sad to see my pal Jason Stevens to go off to the middle east. But i know he will return safe. But getting Drunk at the Alibi which is a kaorake bar equals great times.

And i am just happy. that's it!

prnicessa

It's always better when we're together

Last night at jack johnson. I had good friends, Good food, A front row patch of grass, and other great people around me until the bitchy ass parents that bring their children to this. Now I'm not talking about the children that at 12 and like jack, i mean the ones that are 5 and up. Come on. There is beer at this concert and people smoking pot. Do you really want to bring your children to this and have yourself take your child around and have them telling you "I want a t-shirt" While you are in the beer line. Or trying to get food or even a seat when the guy infront of you is tokening up. You are Fucking lame for exposing your child to this. Plus having you 45.00 dollars just for you kids ticket too. Than having your kids screaming at the top of his lungs for what he/she wants. I just laugh at you. But over all jack johnson voice soothes all.

Keep it up jack!!



Princessa

The White stripes

Song called The hardest button to button

Rocks!

Check it out

I've

Drank too much and now I'm paying for it.

Well last night Senor Brian hosted a dinner party with many tasty foods. Pulled Pork tacos, almost heaven coleslaw, Mixed fruit salad, Salad, And all the fixings. Enjoying the company for brian's family and all of his friends and co workers was a really great night. (besides the whole heatwave things...Brian can not control the weather but i wish he did.) I was in pants and really cute shoes coming over. But the time i was walking from the max to brian's house i was done with this weather and need to change. Lucky for me, Brian wear kilts. So here i am with brians kilt and brian is in a kilt too. OMG such relieve.... I'm planning on buying one now. But having a nice eveing with friends, and meeting new ones was a nice change. Plus one of brian's co workers is a hottie that i would date.. "Oh teacher can i earn some extra credit?"

BTW

I'm going to marry brian.. Not for his good looks, But how he can get me fat!! CHOCOLATE CAKE!!! I was almost going to die from the overindulgants from him.

this would be me ...

if i was asian!!!

Lookin about into the Past

Normally i always look ahead of my life, But recently I've been looking back on. Past relationships, work, family, time, schooling, fun, love.

It kind bothers me to keep things about this and how much my life would be if i didn't quit that job or didn't break up with that guy or what if i never moved. Here are the out comes I've been thinking about.

Moving from home.

What if i never moved from home. Well I would of been dead or kept my job at the mill casino and hate every moment i was there. Still living with my mother and my dead beat brother and my mothers boyfriend. That does not sound glam. And to top with off, I would be either a druggie or drink too much. Plus all my friend that are there would be dying or something like that. And i would be dating some of the closet people of that town and become the whore of North Bend/Coos Bay.


Fred
When i first moved to Portland i dated this Latino man named Fred. In this case Fred was a sexual addict and was going to SA. I did truly love him but he was too self concern about himself. The things i did like about him was he was very supportive and did care about me and did go to church. If i stayed with him i would of either have been still in the place where we were living or in Arizona. I would not be happy and perhaps be dead.

Arthur Murray.
When i first came to portland i was working at a dance studio trying to make a s**tload of money by dancing. The people i worked for trainned me well and all. But one of my co workers was out to get me. Really she was. She did not like me or the way i was. She always was telling me to be someelse. Telling my students to give us more money and stuff like that. She was two faced, heartless, greedy, A BITCH. Shannon W***s. Well she got me fired for something everyone including herself did. So with this she can go fuck herself. I do miss dancing and all. But I'm better off. If i was still there, i would have to still pretend to be fake to her and deeply dying inside to her and her horrible personality. WHAT A BITCH SHE IS!!!!

Rik

Now with rik I've spend two years of my life with him. I do still care for him and do see him. But some of the things i wanted to do, he never wanted to do. And i just turned 21 when i was with him. And all my friends are young, wanted me to drink. I did like stayin at home and cuddling with him and was happy when he did come out and his personality. If i stayed with him, I would still be in downtown with him, kinda sad that he won't want to go out, and having my mother stay with us when she would visit. And hopefully he won't die yet.

Mark

Mark is a man that i miss but for the best part of my life I'm glad he's gone. Mark was a very handsome, tall, white guy that i fell in love with. I wanted to spend my life with him and share what i could with him. Well it turned out that he wasn't ready for what i had to offer. Well if i stayed with mark, I would be getting up set with the whole no sex part of my life with him and still questioning if he loves me.

So in closing, My life is better off where it is at. Thank god for some of these times in my life. They have made me who i am today.

Peace,

Princessa lil Mexico

The last day of work...

Well today is the second to the last day of work at the Forestry Center. I know i will miss it for the people i have came so close too. But working there, thats another blog within it's self.

So this week was pretty crazy due to the whole weather. Dealing with kids in a hot weather pretty much sucks

Baseball games are fun if you go with the right people.
I took a great adventure with the rios Family on tuesday. Beavers Baseball. Yelling at the hot baseball players was my favorite and singing to song that i knew and ofcourse drinking beer with friends. Great time. I was having so much fun yell, "Come on Matt i believe in you!!" OR "CEASER, SI SE Puede" which means yes you can.



Word up to that. I have more pictures that i will post.


Oh and give it up for New underwear and sock!!!


WORD!!

Princessa lil Mexico

Hasta manana til we meet again

Alright boys and girls it's time for an Update!!!!

I don't have pictures to post on this blog due to i am not home. But every since i have gotten back home my life is on track. When to the brewfest this past weekend. OMG i love beer, and beer loves me. So many beer, and yet so lil time to drink it in. Overall i would go back to the brewfest. The people i was with where fun-er than a barrel of monkeys. I went to go see Dark knight and Mama mia. Both great movies. Dark knight was a bit too dark for me, but was great to see the lovely Heath ledger in a role you wouldn't see him in. Plus trying to get Dancing queen out of your head is not fun. But dancing and sing in a movie theater is GREAT Family fun.



Plus the men in the speedo and flippers.. HOT!!!!

I'm in nopo house sitting. This time for Judge McShane. It really makes me think that i really want a house and a place where i can grow. Why am i a sucker for family style homes.

Also i went to a concert on Wednesday called bitter sweet.

I love that they have a 40's/50's sounds with a lil bit of now mushed all together. After the concert we got to hang out with them and chat and tell them how cool it was to hear there.

I return to the forest center tomorrow. And Re zoom my employment there.

That's all for not.
Until nexxt time princessa fans!

bean, rice, and latino spice!