Weekend photo loving

My weekend was filled with nice warm food, fun things, wine and picutres. just take a look.



Patrick(johns Brother) and John


The table is set


the children waiting to come inside from the potty


You all need to go here.


oh Gene





HEART!!


Jimmi Hendrix


infront of all the musical instruments


All the poster art was around this.


Warp ten... now!!!


Beam me up scottie!


Barabella weapon


Danger will Robinson... Danger


Rocking rhymes

friday dance party song

The Killers. Human

the giving of thanks

So when this holiday has come today. I stop and think the meaning of thanksgiving is not to see how can one stuff themselves full of turkey, mashed potatoes, corn, stuffing, wine, soda, and finally PIE! No No no its not able that. Thanksgiving is all about that things that you have in your life. Friends, family, a job, hope, things like that. So there are many things i am thankful for.

Number one is.

My family. The people i call and am related to. The ones that helped me become myself. The ones that i spent 18 years of my life with. Taught me many things in life. Shared memories, changes, hard times and good times.

My boyfriend, For being in my life, making me feel loved, creating memories for us. Allowing myself to share my past, present and future life with him. Being there for me and supporting me. Always giving me wisdom. I love you papi!!

Friends, For all the many friends that have been in my life and the ones that i see everyday and the ones that i don't. The ones that have been there fore the good times, the bad, making fun experiences, the ones i grew up with, the ones that have taught me something. The ones that i have played on a team with, Got to know their families.

Job. A place where i am welcomed and loved at. A place where i walk in and everyone greets me and tells me how much they miss me and how my students are eager to learn.

Hope.
For having hope in our nation, my dreams i want to complete, a life i am proud that i live.

So i wish you WONDERFUL HOLIDAY. From my family to yours!

Princessa lil mexico!

Fuck you being sick!!

this is how i currently feel!!!

So last night i was making my way to seattle on the train. While getting on the train my nose started to leak, run, whatever the term we use. It was offset. i ran to the restroom on the train to get some toilet paper to blow my nose. I managed to sleep for an hour and called john to tell him i was on my way to seattle and to please pick me up. I felt like i was dying slowly on the train. I kept trying to sleep but the noise of children giggling and screaming at one another was filled in my head. The lady next to me was staring me down as i kept trying to relax and get to sleep. i really dont remember getting off the train of finding john at the station. I remember i was on the phone last night with a friend that i dont know who it was. And i was singing the song Copacabana. Then i was telling john he was a bad boyfriend for making me get out of the car while he parked it. i do remember taking off my clothes and taking some nightquil and passing out. I hate getting sick!!!!

my holiday is a bit shattered

So i just got off the phone with the love of my life, and thanksgiving just might be the two of us. Now mind you that he has been sick for the past week, with some sort of bug. He called his parents today and told them that he has felt a bit under the weather, when his parents replied that with him being sick that his father might get what he has. So they are going to stay home. My responds to this is, "How Queer!!!" I am thanksgiving is all about being with family and the ones you love. I mean i could of spent thanksgiving with my family and took John to my hometown. I know how gay I'm about to sound but this is one of my greatest thanksgiving memos.

I wake up to the sounds of my mother going threw there cabinets in the kitchen, writing down a list of things she need to get at the store. Rubbing the sand from my eyes, i see my mother in a nightgown, rollers in hair, face mask on, and her nails painted. I softly ask her what she is doing. She tells me that she is going to go to the store to get what she needs and wanted to know if i wanted to go. I quickly got ready and waited for my mother to finish getting herself ready so we can go. Oh our way to the market, she tells me that we have lots of family members coming to our house. Both from my mother's and father's side. My face lights up like a light bulb. See my family for any holidays always mean so much to me. I never know will it be the last time i see them and tell them i love them and kiss them? Well Back from the store with all the things we need, my mother still beautifier than ever, gets the Turkey ready with the stuffing, Mashed potatoes and gravy, corn, Pies, carrots, bisects, and salads(egg and macaroni). I just sat there and watched her work her magic. Floating around the kitchen, moving from one thing to another. So graceful, beautiful, gleaming with proud excellence's that her dinner was coming along greatly. The guest started to arrive. My mother asks me to greet our guest and ask them if they would like something to drink. I run to the door to greet, My grandma and grandpa. Open arms and warm kisses greet me. I ask if they like something to drink. I go to the kitchen and find my mother is not there. I get what i needed and return to the living room where other family member have arrived and run back to the kitchen and retrieve drink orders. My mother still not in the kitchen as i worry about the food burning. Than my mother emerges from here bedroom in this amazing green dress, Make up on, earrings, perfume, Hair done, and rings and a necklace. She looks like a movie star, and not a trace of her working all day to prepare for this holiday. I go get ready too. I come back, the table is set, my father gets up and says a pray, thanks the lord for my mother and her wondrous cooking, family, friends, food. He cuts the first piece of turkey and gives it to my mother where she serves everyone out. My mouth waters at the sight of all the food infront of me. I am so hungry i could eat a small cow. I taste the first bite of turkey and it's so moist and melts in your mouth. Family member toast to my mother and her cooking as she bows her head in acknowledgment. She smiles and winks at me. I never did know what she meant by that. Maybe that she cooked like that all day. Or just keeping her company while she cook? That is my favorite memory of Thanksgiving i have.

Princessa

What i do in my free time

1. What is your favorite Thanksgiving food?
Pie.. i could eat pie tons and tons of pie!!!

2. You can flip a switch that will wipe any band or musical artist out of existence. Which one will it be?
Nickleback!!

3. You seem to be having an excellent day because you just came across a hundred-dollar bill on the sidewalk. Holy crap, a hundred bucks! How are you gonna spend it?
Beer.. and cheap beer so i can buy food

4. What is your favorite curse word?
Fuck. It is good for almost any occasion. (i'll steal this one from garbano!)

5. Rufus appears out of nowhere with a time-traveling phone booth. You can go anytime in the PAST. What time are you traveling to and what are you going to do when you get there?
November 24 2007 10:00am When this lil boy decide to cut my hair today. And Stop him from doing what he did

Bonus (as in optional):You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What's it gonna be?
i want telekinesis powers. Just like jean Grey, but only i will be hotter man form

Sarah Palin

FUCK YOU!!!! And your horrible ways

it's time for a Come back

Ashlee Simpson.

How i really don't like Ashlee Simpson music. Well how can we forget this Mistake from SNL.



Now this song is a catchy one. "outta my outta my head" Well i believe she is lip syncing in this one too. Oh well

it's 8:30pm and all is well

Well the night is coming to a great end and i am not dead. lol My friend garbano's kids are great kids and listen every well. So eight o'clock rolls around and its time fore bed. Without one word they race up the stairs, change and hop into bed. Im going to be a great dad some day. Well tomorrow is going to be a busy day!!!

Princessa

stress

today at work i will be a bit stressed. we have out annual check out at work. Which i have never done. Well this lady will come in and just sit and watch the way i work with my students and rate me. Now i have never been rated ever, so i feel weird about this whole thing. Some stranger that i teach my children never to talk to will be in my classroom, watching me and them!!! Crazy

This weekend is something i am looking forward too. Spending time with someone else kids while the parents go off to have some fun. And trust me the parents do need a break from children sometimes but these ones deserve it! So i am going to do everything in my power to make this weekend a fun and great time for their children!

So in otherwords ROCK LOBSTER!!!

random love i have

currenly how i feel

hasta manana by abba

a place i miss

North Bend Oregon

Im so cool

the first half of my day i spent making this fun times of a project!!!


Enjoy!!!




princessa

Please join me

We are calling for a nationwide strike and economic boycott by all Gays and Lesbians AND OUR ALLIES, whether straight, bisexual or transgendered, on December 10th, 2008, International Human Rights Day.

WHY?

Because LGBT workers, business owners, consumers and taxpayers contribute over $700 billion to the U.S. economy each year and should not be treated as second class citizens.

Because general strikes and economic boycotts are a powerful weapon in the history of non-violent protests. See http://www.pbs.org/now/society/boycott.html.

Because marriage should be a Right for all Americans, including gay men and lesbians, regardless of gender, race OR religion.

Because until ALL are equal, NONE are equal.

HOW?

1. Strike: call in gay, shut down your business, take the day off. While this may be a burden, we must be willing to make sacrifices in our fight for equal rights, including the right to marry.

2. Boycott: don't buy or spend to show how much the LGBT dollar supports the American economy.

3. Volunteer: show the world that our message is about love, not discrimination. See www.daywithoutagay.net for a list of volunteer opportunities.

4. Communicate: spread the word. We need everyone's support.

Our co-sponsors include:
JOINTHEIMPACT.COM
DAYWITHOUTAGAY.COM
DAYWITHOUTAGAY.NET
GAYS ON STRIKE (on Facebook)

WHY THE NAME "A DAY WITHOUT GAYS"? We were inspired by the film A DAY WITHOUT A MEXICAN and the nationwide strike in 2006 called A DAY WITHOUT IMMIGRANTS, which were attempts by Latinos and other immigrants for equal rights and employment non-discrimination.

late love and weekend

ok ok ok so this weekend has gone by so fast. Yesterday i had a training class on what to do about child abuse. Nearly at the end of the class i was crying, from all the stories about the children that were saved and the ones that were killed either by the child care provider or something that happen there. We went over sexual abuse for a child, and mental abuse and neglect. In 2006 60,746 reports of child abuse/neglect was made to DHS in Oregon alone(department of Human services) But only 8,017 of these report were looked at. To tell you the true, that pretty fucked up. How can people be so blind and was to hurt a child. Children bring us life into our lives. They make us smile, and laugh. And think about them and what to be close to you and give you all the love they can.

Vegas.....


i recently just watched a movie called Vegas in Space. Its a movie about drag queens in space and they have to save the vegas planet from the evil evil Princess Angel doll drag queen. It was such a weird movie and i think i need some beer while i watched it.


Finally loving from my blog.

What does 1138 mean?

It’s not a secret code.
It’s not the address of the newest hotspot.
It’s one number, but it adds up.

At last count, the United States General Accounting Office reported 1,138 federal rights, protections
and benefits that come with marriage. Th at means heterosexual married couples automatically
receive these rights and protections, while same-sex couples — even those in civil unions,
domestic partnerships and marriages — do not.
This is unequal — and it’s unfair.
Many of these benefits, such as tax credits, are well known and may even factor into a heterosexual
couple’s decision to marry. Others can be taken for granted but carry great impact on the lives of
committed same-sex partners. Some of these are:
• Use of the Family and Medical Leave Act
Same-sex couples are denied this federal provision allowing up to 12 weeks unpaid leave to care for their sick partners.
• Fairness in taxation of health insurance for one’s family
Employer-sponsored health care for domestic partners is assessed federal taxes, while the same
coverage for heterosexual spouses and their dependents is not.

• Social Security benefits for surviving partners and their dependents
In cases of death or disability, Social Security benefits are not issued to same-sex partners or
their partner’s children.
• The right to petition for a partner’s immigration
• Family-sponsored visas are commonly distributed to those wishing to immigrate to the
United States, but under federal law, same-sex relationships do not constitute family.
These are just a few of the provisions and protections provided exclusively for heterosexual married
couples.
Let 1138 remind us what we have to work for in this fight.

Dancing on a Saturday night.. a saturday night!

i want a tear away dressed when i get married so that if my husband tried to run. i can catch him. plus i would have a gang of brides too. than we can kick the shit out of him!!

quantum of solace

so i was going to write a blog today about the movie i saw last night but since my boyfriend hasnt seen it i will not. But here are some picutres to drool over. My future ex husband Daniel Craig... i melt when i see his eyes and smile. RAWR!!!!

hey i can dream you know!!!

Princessa

How i became Chi Chi Rodriguez

well not that chi chi.


ok i use to be a drag when i was 18 to 21 but i stopped that when i just could not keep my body on changing from man to female like. i mean i was a ok drag but and i did help raise money many of time. but i didnt want to be a 50yrs drag queen when i got up the that age. not i do give a lot of credit to the ones out there. but being one Rose bud of portland was just too much. Below is pictures from when i was Phoenix
Everett my drag name. i was called phoenix due to i looked like jean grey's alter ego. Also with they many years i did this i did get better at make up and looking like a real girl. but still i will never do it again!

dream

so last night i was dreaming that i became a latino pop superstar. My sister and brother were my back singers and dances. well only two were. But my was called Derek y familia. We went on tour all over the world singing in English as well as in Spanish. but my dream took me to where my brother and sister also made it famous. sister become a pop star and my brother becoming a rapper. both singing in English and Spanish too. Well it was the night of where all the latin stars get together. Like the Mtv VMAs or something like that. I was one of the major performers and so were many others. I was up for some awards and i had five outfit changes. And was going to present an award out too. It was my turn to Perform, the stage was set, the lights low. I rise from the stage below from a cloud of smoke. Mic in hand i let out a note. i hear the crowd going crazy. Suddenly the music stops, i turn to look. its my sister and brother coming on the stage to sing with me one more time like old times. We shimmy and we shake. We make them go crazy, we dance and jump. We sing in tune. Changing out outfit under other outfits. It was just like old times. After we perform Enrique Ingles comes on stage and tells my to stay on the stage. His song comes on and its the one where Whitney Huston is singing with him but she is not latina so he asks me to sing her part. Next thing i know, i am sing with him, looking into his beautiful eyes, getting lost. holding hands, smiling, winking, dancing. The music ends and i am tired. I got back stage to change but enrique stops me and tells me he has feelings for me and wants to be with me, and tour with him. Before i could tell him yes, i awake up.


Damn dreams.


Princessa

love shine baby

when im with him
my heart races faster,
my feet tumble,
my hands sweats,
my eyes are glued to you,

you make me happy,
smliey,
loved,
cared for,
wanted,
hopeful,
excited,

i love you. Please be mine.

your handsome prince

My 100th blog

how cute is this. OMG of my favortie kids. so cute



if you want to send me some loving

please e mail to derek_zoolander29@yahoo.com

OMG

I am so fucking happy. The man that has promised changed and hope, has came threw and i feel so relived that i was crying, excited, overcome with joy. Thank you united stated for all of your votes and hope and dreams and joys. This is a day that will go down in history!!!

Princessa

it's getting closer

Hope and change is upon us. I'm so excited that i cant see straight. ok ok i cant see straight anyways.


princessa

just think,,,

after today we will have a new president and this whole election stuff will be over and no more calling me or knocking on the door asking me if my vote is with the candidate they support. Well i already voted and it's for Obama. Come on nation do your thing to day and get out and vote!!