Cheshire....

When i was in Junior high I dated two girls just to see if i did like girls. But as my life turned out that I didn't care much for them, just only to gossip, talk about clothes, and what boys where cute. I often wonder if I was straight how would my life end up by now. Well let's start with the first girl i dated. C.B.

C.B was a very good friend of a friend of mine. I didn't know much about her until our friend said that we would be so cute together. We of course were a totally mismatch. Me being latino, and no religion type. She, coming from a strong Christian background where everyday she would talk about Jesus like he was part of her family and that i should come to worship with her. We dated for about 4 weeks.(In junior high that was like 2 years) But I never kissed her, we did hold hands and went to the movies a few times but only with other friends. I did meet her parents only cause I knew I had too.(My mother raised my right) But overall we were not right for each other. If I did date her today, I would be married to her with a couple of kids and maybe back in our home town. But thanks to the power of technology i found her on Facebook. I saw some of her pictures. And let me tell you, over the year she changed. She had gotten bigger, but in junior high she was a twig! She is married with a kid and is living back in our home town. I'm glad things didn't work out.

The next girl i dated was R.M.

R.M was a latina who had a twin sister and both were very gangster/thug girls. We dated for 4 weeks. She was really into me and I have no idea why she was. I kissed her but she was not my first kiss. Well she was for a girl. We never went out on dates outside of school. She really was pressuring me to have sex with her. I knew I didn't want to have sex with her. She was a nice friend but not what I was looking for. It was after we broke up, she dated my cousin and he got her pregnant. They are no longer together and yet they still live in North Bend.

So overall I am most pleased that I am a Homosexual. I would not like to still be in North Bend Oregon! Ekk...

It's almost March!!!

Holy shit!

Where did the time go? I can't believe that March is just around the corner. This month is always special to me. The fact that i have ten-plus people with birthdays in that month plus my own. I will be busy with sending out card and phone calls. Ideal for my birthday I want to be with friends and family. I don't think that my family will come up to see me, but i know my friends will be more than happy to take me out drinking. In the past years I have had a theme to my party. This year will be no different. What I would like to have is that everyone to dress up in suits, ties and some kind of a hat or awesome hairstyle. Like Roaring 20's or some era. Than we would go out and drink and celebrate my golden birthday. 24 on the 24th! Eek... I'm getting old...

...Is this thing on...

"I can't believe that we would lie in our graves wondering if we had spent our living days well. I can't believe that we would lie in our graves dreaming of things that we might have been. "
-Dave Matthews

Sometimes I wonder if anyone really ever reads my blog...

I have been trying to find my voice and everything I think I write something awesome that everyone enjoys. I feel like it wasn't take good enough to please everyone. I have been watching my sitemeter and mostly my hits come from the blog postings "A dingo ate my baby" or Utada Hikaru. Those seem to the the popular ones that people google and my blog comes up first. Maybe i am just being a child about this, but I like feedback on my postings. I give everyone my feedback on the topics bloggers write either daily or weekly. And feedback is a way I can strengthen my blog and find my voice. I guess i just don't understand or maybe that I feel left out..

But i would like to give a huge thank you to the ones out there that do read my blog and take the time to comment or write me a funny story. Those make my day and i feel like i actually belong and people care that i exist! I know that this is just a feeling i have but I like feeling accepted and important. It's like that episode of Ugly Betty where she won a Blobby, and there was only like 14 people that read her blog.(they called themselves betty heads) But when Daniel Meade said all these things about when she first started and didn't fit in. Than Betty wrote on her blog about than got a shitload of comments about they fight they had and everyone found out it was Daniel. In the end Daniel made up for what he said and Betty was happy. In a way from that episode I am Betty except with not braces, red glasses or brown hair. She just wanted to feel accepted and have something to be proud of. So Thank you for reading.

Derek

Happy Birthday..

I have been blessed to know Arnie for a while now. He is so fantastic, full of energy and life. Alway positive, kind, caring and mostly of all loving. I wish you the best this day and many more years to come! No one will know that you are secretly 28!

Happy Birthday Dear Friend!

May you have Magic on this Special day.

Epcot...day three

Epcot was a Funtastic day. It was an early day filled will Ellen's Energy ride, Showcase's of the World, Living with the Land, Mission Space, Spaceship Earth, and many more. The one i enjoyed most was Ellen's Energy ride. I love to learn and this one was packed with information on energy and how the world is using it. Showcase's of the world is places all around the world with it's cultures and traditions. I loved France, Japan and China. I wanted to just get on a plane and go after seeing them. Mission space was like nothing i could ever experience in my life. It felt like i was on a Rocket going to mars.

All the G-force from take off, the shaking of force. It was great. Living with the Land made me grateful of all the things disney is trying to help promote to the younger children. That there in not a lot of plants left and we need to do our part to help our earth. If every child from that ride goes home with planting a tree or start their own garden that would be a huge help to the earth. Dinner was at California Grill at the Contemporary Resort. The food was great, the drinks and view was fabulous. Sushi, beef, wine and dessert. I believe i am going to start to get fat soon...

Disney day two.

Are First official day at Disney we started at the Disney Hollywood Studios. There they have rides that are out of some movies or popular tv shows which include, Muppet 3D, Rock 'N' Roller coaster Starring Aerosmith, The great movie ride(one of my favorites)and the Twlight Zone Tower of Terror. We went on the Rock 'N' Roller Coaster which i enjoyed. You basically get to go on a superfast Coaster which goes in loops and turns. The Tower of Terror drops you down from 13 stories twice. At first i was in cool state but after the drop, you become scared and feel the force of gravity pull you down.

We planned to have dinner at Bistro de Paris at Epcot but our reservations were canceled due to a private party taking it over. So dinner was moved to Le Chefs de France. They took real good care of us even through we were disappointed. The food there was fantastic! Also the wine was divine! After dinner we strolled back to the hotel to get some sleep, for tomorrow was Ecpot!!

Disney at Night...

I never thought that i would come to enjoy Disney World so much. There is so much to do and see. After our flights from Seattle to Dallas to Orlando, we arrive at the resort at a lil after eight pm. We already had planned for dinner at the Mayan Grill at Coronado Spring resort where we are staying. The food was so tasty and came with three courses. I had a stuffed mushroom with chicken in a cream sauce. A wonderful rib eye streak and a delicious chocolate chambord cake. After dinner the Magic Kingdom was open until three am for hotel guests only. We first went on a ride called Stitches great escape, in which Stitch tries to escaped and you sit in a room and all these sensory interactions happen. It was a cute one. The following one we went on was Space Ranger Spin, starring Buzz Lightgear and the lil aliens. It is a shoot em up game in which you shoot targets and the person with the highest score wins. That was a blast.

Following that we took to the track for a bit of racing on the Tomorrow Land racetrack. It was fun only cuz you were not allowed to bump into other cars. Luckily I had John behind me and did that many times and laughed. After racing on the track we decided that we need to get dizzy on the Mad Tea Party. I have never been that dizzy before in my life. It was fun. We also enjoyed some of the darker rides like Winnie the pooh, Snow White's dark ride, Peter Pan's Flight, Haunted Mansion and Space Mountain. By the time we got back to the resort. It was three am. Eekk! Thus ends day one of disney....