I'm coming out...

Well i already did. today is coming out day, my coming out was back in 2003 with my mother on mother's day. i told her i love to penis and gave her a present. theres more to this but i;m a bit tired to write.

Fundraiser time....

Yesterday was the day of hell. I mean the annual fundraiser was last night and the day was too much energy. oh my.... what fun. The kids were too excited, full of fun, lots and lots of parents and children. face painting, arts and crafts, cake walk, games, food, Beer for the parents. It was great. so much fun plus all the money we raised goes to the school. it was fun and plus talking with the parents outside of the school was nice. they treated me like i was a real person. they asked about things in my life, plus watching the faces of my child's light up when to reveal a face painting by yours truly. i will be teaching some dance lessons for a good reason.

Princessa

how does one sound lame

And by lame i mean an ass!


I made it to Seattle last night about 7. Upon arriving at the train station i kept calling my boyfriend john to see if he was going to come and pick my up. I called him about 4 times and got no anwswer. Last time he was a bit last and i got upset. Well i was getting a bit mad that he wasn't picking up the phone or returning my calls. so i told myself that if he wasn't at the train station i was going to see if i could just return home that night. Ofcourse john was at the station waiting for me and i felt like a huge ass. And he told me that he left his phone at home. I'm a jerk.


prinessa

I use to...

Live in a world,Where tuxs and different colored costumes and shoes were important. Where there was never too much make up or stoned gems on your outfit. Where Making beautiful lines and hitting the time of the beat was a killer. Where showing your emotions meant everything. When a Heel or a toe step could take your score down. Where dancing was my life. Where it brought me much joy to teach others the joy that i enjoyed. The fire that was in my soul. The flame that made me what i am today. I look back at all the joy i spent. Each person that i shaped into a dancer. The ones that shared the same flame that i did. Now i still teach, But the minds of the young. The ones that just want to be loved. I am happy in that place.

Princessa

Dream a dream.....

Last night.I had a dream about you. In this dream, i was dancing right beside you.




You dressed in your black tux, I was in my white tux. The floor was light, the music was playing. You smiled at me. I smiled back at you. You took me out on the floor and offered your hand. I gladly accepted, as you pulled me into you. As we stood there, waiting for the music to start, you stared into my brown eyes and told me how much you cared for me and wanted to be with me. I wrapped my arms tightly a rounded you and kissed you and told you that i love you. Just than the band started up and we softly wowed the crowd and fellow family members and friends. We were in sync with each other. Knowing what move came next, every smile,look, body movement. I wish that was what really happen. But i soon awoke from that dream and reached over. You where not next to me. You are up in Seattle. Dreaming your own dreams. About me? About your life? About all the hope you wish for...? About what you want to happen...? I wish that i didn't have to awake up alone. Or sleep with the replacement teddy bear that is named after you. He does nothing for me. I want to be with you.

Your Handsome Prince......

Pit-tock and you don't stop!

The House of my Dreams

Today i went to the pittock


Your asking yourself, "what is the pittock.." Well it's the home of The pittcok family when they lived in Portland. It's the Huge Estate Of Henry Pittock, Owner of the Oregonian circa 1920's.

This home is so huge and beautiful. If you haven't been. You really should. It's a treat within it self. And to see some of Portland's history is fantastic. Here are some pictures from my adventure. And no i didn't see or encounter a ghost.


This is the first tour We took that Morning.




This is from the Laundry Room when the washing machine wasn't invented yet. How would you like to get paid 75 cents a week to wash clothes



The Coal Burner, Before they converted to oil



Tour guide and the wall showing the different layers of Wall.



Myself and Harry's undergarments!


Myself in Harry pittock's Shower.


At the top of the second level of the Stairs




There was a wedding party up there. This is the picture i took from the Mansion

Song that Sums of My week...

It's friday.. What a glorious day. This is the song that sums up my week.


ATC My Heart Beats Like a Drum (Dum Dum Dum)




Well it the perfect song to thing about that someone special that makes your heart go Dum Dum Dum.

So this is to you John Carroll For making my heart go dum dum dum.