it's been a while

I'm gonna start blogging again. So much has been going on. I'm dating-ish.... a really nice guy. Smart, sexy, caring...awesome! I'm going start my med's for HIV tomorrow. I'm excited and scared! That's all that's going all for now!

Derek

Getting to know me.

So my Amigo The maverick life tagged me in his blog about getting to know me. Well here i go.

Sports


I have done many sports in my life. From Cheer leading, Swimming, Soccer, Track and field, baseball, football, wrestling, and the newest one rugby. I come from a family that is really into sports and is as well musical. The sports really came out of me in high school and continued when i was in college. But i love sports and i am pretty much a girlie type of guy but when i play i sport the jock comes out of me. BTW that is me with the ball.

Family


When i was younger i hated my family. They teased me about when i played in my mother's pumps and make up. At times my brothers would dress me up as a girl and we would make music video's and i would be the back up dancer or in YMCA the gayest one. I grew up with three older brothers and one sister. Times were tough for my family. My mother left my father after she heard my father was cheating on her with another woman. My mother when back to school and got her teaching degree and after those years it made us all stronger as a family and grow to like and love my family.

Father/sister

For the longest time i hated my father. He broke up my family, hurted me deeply. I lost my faith and trust in my father. The man i looked up too. The man i wanted to become. When my mother and father parted ways, my sister when to live with him. I would call her when she was over there and told her how much i missed her and she need to be here. My sister was and still is one of my best friends. This is her quinceanera. But she is now off at college just about two hours from pdx.

Heritage



For those of you that do not know my Heritage, I am latino/mexican and Native American. I'm enrolled with my tribe and love when they send information on it! GO NATIVES!!!

Music/Dancing


I live to Dance! i love music and love the beats that pour out from it. I was a ballroom Dance teacher and still have hips that don't lie as Shakira would put it. I love going out to a club/bar and have the music grooving and my body moving to the beats and having everyone watch as i bend and twist and shake my body with the music. I have won many dance contest.

I probably left something out. But that's most about me!

Enjoy!
Princessa D

He doesn't look a thing like Jesus...

But he talks like a gentleman.....

Yet i sum up another weekend in my life of a gay man. Well My weekend was great... Ok Scratch that... My weekend Was Fabulous. My boyfriend john came down from Seattle to watch the rugby team i play with. It was great to get back out there and hit hard. I did have some flaws but quickly took the advice of my teammates and coach and got my head in the game. Of course the beer afterwords made all the aches and pains go away. John was more than happy to be there cheering me on and clinch this teeth when i got hit or rucked. He felt a bit sorry for me when later he saw all the bruises on my body.

He did get to meet my other mother this weekend. Which she was more than excited. She even cooked and planned a dinner. Than of course after dinner was the talking part. "What do you have to offer my lil boy?" "If you hurt him i will rip out your heart and stuff it down your throat!!!" Aww... what are mom'S for...

But spending time with john always makes me happy and when he leaves i long to be with him more. This time it will not be for three weeks this time. That's too long. and just for the record... I'm tired and a bit sore... if you know what i mean. Well that sums up part of my weekend. And i leave you with some pictures of this weekend.

















Princessa

Hasta manana til we meet again

Alright boys and girls it's time for an Update!!!!

I don't have pictures to post on this blog due to i am not home. But every since i have gotten back home my life is on track. When to the brewfest this past weekend. OMG i love beer, and beer loves me. So many beer, and yet so lil time to drink it in. Overall i would go back to the brewfest. The people i was with where fun-er than a barrel of monkeys. I went to go see Dark knight and Mama mia. Both great movies. Dark knight was a bit too dark for me, but was great to see the lovely Heath ledger in a role you wouldn't see him in. Plus trying to get Dancing queen out of your head is not fun. But dancing and sing in a movie theater is GREAT Family fun.



Plus the men in the speedo and flippers.. HOT!!!!

I'm in nopo house sitting. This time for Judge McShane. It really makes me think that i really want a house and a place where i can grow. Why am i a sucker for family style homes.

Also i went to a concert on Wednesday called bitter sweet.

I love that they have a 40's/50's sounds with a lil bit of now mushed all together. After the concert we got to hang out with them and chat and tell them how cool it was to hear there.

I return to the forest center tomorrow. And Re zoom my employment there.

That's all for not.
Until nexxt time princessa fans!

bean, rice, and latino spice!

What is this feeling like..

Do you know what it's like to have your heart ripped out of your chest. I really don't know that feeling but i can come close by it. It's like the feeling when someone tells you that they don't love you but really really really "like you", but you have be foolish and kept telling them you love them. Well i am that fool. i really do care for the guy and now having him step all over my heart really sucks. I really don't want to talk with him. I don't know what do you. I'm glad that i didn't cry over this. I am a bit stronger than that and do not need to cry over someone. I really blame this on the whole month he has had. Losing someone very close and he might be taking that out on me. Plus he had a bad day yesterday and need to vent and tell me how he feels!

By the Way....Inservice Sucks for Teachers!!



Princessa