Usally i do not like china for all the stuff that is happening with the olypmics. But Anime and "Live Action" makes me happy.
There is this show called Sailor Moon. Which was a cartoon but thanks to Japan it's not Live action... Just watch and enjoy!!!
princessa
Friday, May 2, 2008
Thursday, May 1, 2008
i'm a bad blogger
So i haven't updated in about a week. Shame on me. I have so much to write but time for be! Will blog tomorrow!!
Princessa
Princessa
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Do dreams really come true?
This weekend has been fun and a bit of a ride on some parts,
One- The Now full-time job
i Will no longer be splitting myself into two jobs. I will have one full-time 9 to 5 Monday to Friday job. And than on the weekend job 8:45 to 5:15. I started this last week. It was a really hard transition. I'm still getting use to it. The kids love me to death and i can't wait to enlighten their minds more with culture, music, field trips, project and getting the families more into their children.
Two- The step mother
My step mother has these thought on how i should spend my time. With her. I do have a life too. She just came to realize this. All she wanted me to do is take dance lessons with her and dance, dance, dance and show me off as her "eye candy." But now she is heart broken that i work two jobs and have been dating and have been Happier than her. She doesn't have anyone special in her life and i have the man of my dreams. I believe that she is hurt by this. she wants to be greedy and keep me for herself. Well that hasn't been going on.
three- Dating
I've been dating of two months now. Mark Taylor. he is a dream boat. Well he is more than a dream boat. He's smart, polite, sexy, caring, handsome, well mannered, and many more things. Just spending time with him has been the best times in my life so far. I hope for more to come. (which i know we will)
Four- Fatherly relationship
My relationship with my father has never been strong. Either i don't care for him and don't want him in my life, or he was never there. Well this week i called my father and told him that i want him in my life and need him and want his advice. I told him about the guy I've been dating and that if i can't have a healthy relationship with him i can't have one with any man i date. It was a lot of him to take, but in the end we does want to become a part of my life. I feel so relief to get that out of me. Is that why I'm so happy.
Five-me.
I've been enjoying this ride of life so far. It has it's ups and downs and than there is all this road ahead of me. Taking either the curvy ways or the back alleys. Where ever this road is taking me. please let me get there safely.
Mexi
One- The Now full-time job
i Will no longer be splitting myself into two jobs. I will have one full-time 9 to 5 Monday to Friday job. And than on the weekend job 8:45 to 5:15. I started this last week. It was a really hard transition. I'm still getting use to it. The kids love me to death and i can't wait to enlighten their minds more with culture, music, field trips, project and getting the families more into their children.
Two- The step mother
My step mother has these thought on how i should spend my time. With her. I do have a life too. She just came to realize this. All she wanted me to do is take dance lessons with her and dance, dance, dance and show me off as her "eye candy." But now she is heart broken that i work two jobs and have been dating and have been Happier than her. She doesn't have anyone special in her life and i have the man of my dreams. I believe that she is hurt by this. she wants to be greedy and keep me for herself. Well that hasn't been going on.
three- Dating
I've been dating of two months now. Mark Taylor. he is a dream boat. Well he is more than a dream boat. He's smart, polite, sexy, caring, handsome, well mannered, and many more things. Just spending time with him has been the best times in my life so far. I hope for more to come. (which i know we will)
Four- Fatherly relationship
My relationship with my father has never been strong. Either i don't care for him and don't want him in my life, or he was never there. Well this week i called my father and told him that i want him in my life and need him and want his advice. I told him about the guy I've been dating and that if i can't have a healthy relationship with him i can't have one with any man i date. It was a lot of him to take, but in the end we does want to become a part of my life. I feel so relief to get that out of me. Is that why I'm so happy.
Five-me.
I've been enjoying this ride of life so far. It has it's ups and downs and than there is all this road ahead of me. Taking either the curvy ways or the back alleys. Where ever this road is taking me. please let me get there safely.
Mexi
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
To the man that left me
I've been reading this book called The man i might become. Which it's about gay men and the problems they have or have had with their fathers. Which got me to really miss my father and the time i never had with him. I called him yesterday to see what he was doing. Remember i never got along with my father and I'm the one trying to get closer to him. I got his voice recording., but he called me this morning and i told him i would call him on friday to talk more.
But today i wrote this in hope that on friday when i talk with him it will help anwsers my problems/questions.
Here goes.....
Dear Father,
For a part of my life something has been missing. YOU!! Part of me really dispies you for not being in my life or having encouraged my up bringing. i might have turned out different or i might have stayed the same. But when i needed you the most, you were never there. The times when i need a father and not my mother. The time when my body was chaning. All my life i just wanted to make you proud of me. And having that empty void in my life pretty much sucks.
I always wanted to be like you, get to know you,what you think like, be closer to you. I don't understand why you never got close to me or took me anywhere. i was your baby boy, and now you turned me into a lost boy. Lost that still needs helps. I'm envious of others people relationships with their fathers. "The close. caring, lets go out and do somethine type.". With my brothers and sister, it seems you always spent more time with them than me. Why is that? Was i not boyish enough? Did i scare you? Did i do something to hurt you? did you not care for me as much as they? I want to know why. Do you care for me? Do you love me? Do you want toe be in myl ife? I do need you in my life.
I'm sorry that we never been close. All the memories that i have of you seem so hurtful and distant in my mind, I don't need that badness in my body. I only wish that you feel the same.
Your son,
Leroy chavez
But today i wrote this in hope that on friday when i talk with him it will help anwsers my problems/questions.
Here goes.....
Dear Father,
For a part of my life something has been missing. YOU!! Part of me really dispies you for not being in my life or having encouraged my up bringing. i might have turned out different or i might have stayed the same. But when i needed you the most, you were never there. The times when i need a father and not my mother. The time when my body was chaning. All my life i just wanted to make you proud of me. And having that empty void in my life pretty much sucks.
I always wanted to be like you, get to know you,what you think like, be closer to you. I don't understand why you never got close to me or took me anywhere. i was your baby boy, and now you turned me into a lost boy. Lost that still needs helps. I'm envious of others people relationships with their fathers. "The close. caring, lets go out and do somethine type.". With my brothers and sister, it seems you always spent more time with them than me. Why is that? Was i not boyish enough? Did i scare you? Did i do something to hurt you? did you not care for me as much as they? I want to know why. Do you care for me? Do you love me? Do you want toe be in myl ife? I do need you in my life.
I'm sorry that we never been close. All the memories that i have of you seem so hurtful and distant in my mind, I don't need that badness in my body. I only wish that you feel the same.
Your son,
Leroy chavez
Sunday, April 20, 2008
The places i love
I love portland so much that this blog is all about the places i love in pdx.
The bagdad.
Run back movies and beer meet! What a better combo!
(pictured left)
The Square.
Bums, People yelling about jesus, Starbucks coffee, The max lines, all equal good times. (pictures right)
The world trade center.
i have no idea what we use it for, but it's pretty cool.
(pictured left)
Hawthorn Bridge.
Connceting all the hipster and earth friendly to the South East of town.
(pictured right)
Saturday Market.
A market for the people by the people. Great deals and cool stuff.
(pictured left)
Washington park.
So beautiful but so many bums.
(pictured right)
The bagdad.
Run back movies and beer meet! What a better combo!
(pictured left)
The Square.
Bums, People yelling about jesus, Starbucks coffee, The max lines, all equal good times. (pictures right)
The world trade center.
i have no idea what we use it for, but it's pretty cool.
(pictured left)
Hawthorn Bridge.
Connceting all the hipster and earth friendly to the South East of town.
(pictured right)
Saturday Market.
A market for the people by the people. Great deals and cool stuff.
(pictured left)
Washington park.
So beautiful but so many bums.
(pictured right)
Monday, April 14, 2008
Summer sun, rugby has began!
This weekends game was pretty fun. I first lined the pitch(field) with my other teammate and we didn't do too bad. The game itself was great! The team has finally came together as one. We are brothers of rugby. We hit hard, ruck, and support eachother. The weather was so great. All that sun, and a light breeze to keep us cool.
I had a fan base there. Mark and all of his friends where there. Laura from work was there. Ashley and all of her friends and husband were there. Cheering on our team and drinking beer on a great sunny day the rugby gods has given us. We didn't win but we did have lots of fun and came together. My new hero is my coach. For having a bum knee and getting out there and taking some hit and f*$king guys up. Much props to him. The social was great. Thank you Crush for always having us. The food, the socailizing, the rugby songs, Everything just fell into place.
Before the game i did pull a muscle.(And not in the good way) As you can see in the picture. my left hamstring was getting fisted by matt.
Over all i was really pumped for this game and our team is ready to take on eugene this coming weekend!
ONE, TWO, THREE AVALANCHE!!!
Saturday, April 12, 2008
I'm getting married in the morning
ha ha ha i wish. Well tomorrow the rugby gods will be smiling down apond me. Warm weather, a great time to play, great teammates, A kick ass boyfriend, and me. I will be out tackling and possibly punching some (asshole) on the field! I can't wait. I can barely sleep.
Princessa
Princessa
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