I wanted to post something about myself. I a way that i struggle with my life. My weight. I am never going to be a stick figure. I will never get little. I will always be a big guy. I try so hard to get smaller. I am fit for my age and can run like there is no tomorrow. I am very active. I just love to eat. Meat, cheese, breads, veggies, and candy. It's in my blood. I come from a large overweight family. I try everything to ignore that i am fat. I bike to work, starting dance classes again, which is a very fun away to exercise. Dancing teaches you how to mover your body and work muscles that you never really work all over. I currently weight 230. I want to lose 20 to 30 pounds before my holiday in Australia. That give me 4ish months. I use to go to the gym but find it hard to stay focus there and plus i get hit on by all the gross older, older men. I just need to stop eating so many taste foods and drinking beer. Most of it comes from eating dinner last at times. Plus where i would i am snacking like crazy there. There are so many fatty foods there. I dislike that i have stretch marks on my tummy. It looks like i have had some kind of surgery on it. Also that my tummy sticks outs. I will never have a flat tummy, but if i work hard, eat right, and exercise and keep my mind clear i can drop that weight!
BTW if i offended you by posting pictures of my flawed body. I am sorry. But this is apart of me!
-princessa-
