I'm back....

My life has changed for the better.  If you don't follow me on facebook then you have been lost in what is new in my life. I'm down weight. I'm 180, running 10+ miles daily. Biking to work and looking all kinds of fly. Single but not alone!

 More to come!

 Princessa!

Happy Mother Fucking Leap Day

Better wear your blue and yellow.... And cry for candy!!! Since this is an extra day. Anything your do today doesn't count!

Leap Day Fucking Rocks!

Emotion....

"Emotion:"

Agitation or disturbance of mind; vehement or excited mental state.

Emotions suck! Enough said!

I'm Back... and badder then ever!

Greetings blog world once again,

It's your gracious Princessa here with an Update of my life. Well after being on medication for my HIV I am now undetectable. Which is great news! I've lost weight. (I can see my ribs again)

I am done with Seattle Washington. Mainly the gay men here.

It sicken me when one person like myself "invest" my time to get to know someone and yet that person doesn't reproduce that same investment into me. To truly get to know someone it takes time, emotional connection, and sacrifice to continue in the onward movement of a relationship. But when one doesn't respond to phone calls, txt or do anything to contact you.

My time has been spent bettering myself now. I no longer want a man or need one. It's a new dawn, it's a new day, it's a new live!

FUCK YEAH!

it's been a while

I'm gonna start blogging again. So much has been going on. I'm dating-ish.... a really nice guy. Smart, sexy, caring...awesome! I'm going start my med's for HIV tomorrow. I'm excited and scared! That's all that's going all for now!

Derek

HIV and YOU!

Human immunodeficiency virus (HIV) is a lentivirus (a member of the retrovirus family) that causes acquired immunodeficiency syndrome (AIDS),^[a condition in humans in which progressive failure of the immune system allows life-threatening opportunistic infections and cancers to thrive. Infection with HIV occurs by the transfer of blood, semen, vaginal fluid, pre-ejaculate, or breast milk. Within these bodily fluids, HIV is present as both free virus particles and virus within infected immune cells. The four major routes of transmission are unsafe sex, contaminated needles, breast milk, and transmission from an infected mother to her baby at birth.

For me...I had unsafe sex. So a partner didn't know about this status. Always protect yourself and know your status!

During when I was having sex I let my partner ejaculate into my well "Rosebud" and i contracted the HIV virus. What this means that I can transfer this virus by "barebacking my partner. HIV is a serious virus that there is no cure. But what can happen is there are pills that help lower t-cell and the viral load.

HIV infects vital cells in the human immune system such as helper T cells (specifically CD4⁺ T cells), macrophages, and dendritic cells. HIV infection leads to low levels of CD4⁺ T cells through three main mechanisms: First, direct viral killing of infected cells; second, increased rates of apoptosis in infected cells; and third, killing of infected CD4⁺ T cells by CD8 cytotoxic lymphocytes that recognize infected cells. When CD4⁺ T cell numbers decline below a critical level, cell-mediated immunity is lost, and the body becomes progressively more susceptible to opportunistic infections.

Life goes on...

I've come along way from my previous life. I have moved on and still am living my life the way I should be. Free and full of life!

Below are of some of the last ballroom comp i did with students! Enjoy!