Perhaps

This is how i feel right now.... Aw doris Day.. your a bitch and yet i still love you.

Posting of the post

this is what i did last weekend in seattle




Pike place Seattle washington.

Went to the waterfront and shopped at the markets. I was nice to get away from portland and see a larger city.



this is john waiting for the elevator to go up. Notice the cool art behind him.


First ever starbuck. It was really busy, plus it's a real tourist attraction. Come one the first starbuck. You can threw a dead cat and hit one within seconds.


Watch the fishermen threw some fish. That was really fun. I would totally work like that.


Cheese... got some cheese. It was really good. And went well with dinner.


Me and my wannabe cool arty stuff.


John being the captian at the History musuem.



Another art thing i saw and wanted a picture of.



john being himself in his backyard.



Finally, myself being a huge dork.

John was the corn!!!

Seattle was fun, and i plan on going back again soon.

Princessa

Please Mr. Jailer...

Why do i feel like this song... i guess cuz it's about some feeling i have....

seattle equals Fun!!

This whole weekend i went up o Seattle to see John. John is an amazing man i ever met. He is so kind, and caring, and cares so much for me. We went almost everywhere in Seattle(but the gay bars) But Spending time with him was so magical. the way he held me, kissed me, cuddled me. Talking with me. Took me to different places, made me feel so happy for once in my life. We went to dinner the first night i came into town. A night lil Italian place. Was so nice and job knew all the right things to say. That night we spend time together and cuddled. That next morning we went to the Waterfront and Watch the guys throw fish and catch them. Saw the first Starbucks and other places. Than it was off to the history museum for some learning.... We cooked dinner together and spent it watching a movie called Shelter.(which everyone should watch Than today we went to church, got some plants for his garden and had some afternoon delight, if you know what that means. Now it's time to eat dinner and tomorrow i say bye to him until three weeks from now. I don't want to leave him. i like him too much to go. But that just make me want him more.


Princessa

Do you ever...

get butterflies when you talk to someone your getting to know?

Or can't stop to think about them, or the way they feel or how they make you feel?
Or how you always smile when you hear from them...


Aye feelings...

i think a change will do you good...

so I've been noticing a change in my body. No i don't mean I'm going though puberty again. but I've been getting stronger, fast, better. I finally have muscles in my arms. My chest is getting harder. My legs are tone. My belly is melting away(lil by lil). i am tougher on the field. I use to "fake fall" into the ground. Now i just take it like a man. (no pun there please) Rugby has made me one hard ass motherf***er!!! I not only encourage my teammates but also yell at them to go as fast as me. What the hell is happening to my body. I feel like at movie spider man 3.
When the bad spider man liked to do shitty stuff. But I'm not doing shitty stuff. I'm just being a badass. I hope this will come out in games!


princessa.


BTW
Jockstraps are hot but are not fun when your inter legs rub up against one another

Does hearts skip beats?

Alrighty so I've been in a slum in the relationship part of my life for the past couples of months, but i think i found the guy who wants to spend his time with me. He is a bit nervous about me writing about him. So here goes.





John.....

An Educator by day and a traveler in his free time. John really loves working this children. Second grade to be exact. He teached up in Seattle public school. John enjoys gardening, cooking/baking, baseball, bowling, golf, boating, scuba, being envolue in the gay community and gay right or equal marriage rights. He also enjoys comuters, digital video editing and web page designs.

Now john is a really smart, handsome, caring man. He has two dogs. that not only kept him busy but love him to death. John has traveled to many places that include, Panama, Chicago, New york, Las vegas, Europe, Central/Southern latin American.
In high school john was very active in the theatre department. Some of the productions john was in was Westside story and my fair lady. As a boy growing up in San Diego, john really loved going to the beach, fishing with his father and spending time with this family. john loves spending time out. John has been living in seattle since 1987, There he was partner for 14yrs. Many happy years with his parnter.




john is a very strong, smart, sexy, caring man that is successful, and has a heart filled with love and passion. Waiting to fill someone's life with all the passions he enjoys.


Princessa.