Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Understanding my life

To understand my life is to compare it to music. So that's what I am going to do. Compare my life to music titles.


1. Stuck on Repeat - Little Boots.
I am constantly feeling like I am stuck on repeat. Don't the same chores and work. Like I don't know how to make it stop or where to take it from there. Something is pulling me back to the start. Or that I'm getting distracted

2. The longest road- Morgan Page
It seems at times that I am on the longest road to nowhere. Whether it be with my weight, behavior, or any of my crazy-ness. It seems like I have been getting nowhere...

3. Untrust us- Crystal Castles
I have been withdrawing myself to trust people. Many being family members and a few friends. But I mainly know that I don't trust myself from all my childhood or currently. I don't want to fuck up where I am at. So i hide myself and show nothing but fun.

4.Destroy Everything you Touch-Ladytron
With hiding my true emotions i feel like i need to destroy in my way. Whether it be something, mainly myself. I destroy my self-esteem and get depressed.

5.Being Alive- Raul Esparza-Company
Someone to hold me close, someone to hurt me deep. Too sit in my chair and ruin my sleep. Things that I all want but am afraid to get to close.

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