Leather leather everywhere and welll...

I think I am becoming a leather queen.

I asked for this holiday season something that i would not normally ask for. A pair of boots. Some tough looking leather motorcycle boots. I could wear them with my jeans or suits. I don't know why I really want them, I just do. Maybe I might become a little more butcher or could get into a fight. Maybe santa will also bring me a harness too....

Forgive me blogger...

For I have sinned,

My last post was... in November....

Holy Shit! my past month has been busy with work! Medal Ball, Top Chef Party, Sponsor party, and other things. I had the honor of watching Top 15 ranking in the world of Ballroom Dance Champions Urs Geisenhainer and his dance partner Agnes Kazmierzcak.

When they dance it's like heaven and hell have stopped to just watch. They float on air. Give hope to those who dance. I want the kind of chemistry they have with each other. They knew what beat to hit and how each other moved. I was so amazed on how they danced. It's was so foreign to me. I could not stop watching them move and the lines they hit. It was so Amazing! I want to be a rhythm Champion in my dance Career!!! The pictures of them are from the internet. Urs and Agnes have been on Dancing with the Stars for the Pro shows! Check them out on youtube!

500th posting

Being Thankful....

There are many things I am thankful for. The first is...

My partner.

Without his love and support I think i would have given up early. I don't think I have loved anyone as much. I can't imagine my life without him. He is my rock, my support, my love, my papi!

Second would be my friends.

My friends make me strong, happy, supportive and awesome. They are my world, the ones I can talk to, and make me smile. I am thankful for you all!

Third, Family.

I thank most of the members of my family. They have been supportive and talk to me. Mainly my older brother who I look up to, my mother the hard worker and strong support. As well as my sister for understanding my lifestyle more and becoming an Ally for all LGBT!

I wish you all a FABU holiday and be safe. Thank you for being apart of my life and reading!

Princessa!

Reflection

Thinking of you, wherever you are,

We pray for our sorrows to end,
and hope that our hearts will blend.
Now I will step forward to realise this wish.

And who knows:
starting a new journey may not be so hard
or maybe it has already begun.

There are many worlds,
but they share the same sky-
one sky, one destiny.

This is a poem that is dear to me. It has brought me joy, sadness, angry and courage. Hearing and reading these words summons up the power to continue to live my life as freely as I can. I pass this along to those who need hope or some kind of sign that things will be alright. The words that stick with me the most is the line...."There are many worlds, but they share the same sky,one sky, one destiny"

Live your life with love, happiness, and fun. Take even the smallest moments and treasure them!

Gold...

This song makes me feel happy. I want to share with everyone that ever feels sad or not worthy or anything. Just listen to the song. You are gold!!!!

Two Weeks in to one posting

Here are two pictures from halloween weekend. I was a german , my friend was a cat, Lady Vote and just a regular.

my friend and my at the bar.

This weekend My best friends came up from Corvallis, Oregon. Below is their wedding pictures. They are newly weds and it was also his birthday! We cooked them a delic meal, with bottles of wine, a trip to the museum, breakfast, and lots and lots of fun! I love when friends come to visit! It's the best! I already miss em! I hope to go visit them in corvallis soon!

A Dream is...

"A Wish your heart makes...."

When your fast asleep. What a bunch of shit! Disney has for the past years of my life filled my thoughts and mind with shit! Reaching for your dreams, They tell you to reach, but never how much work you need to go through. How much one must sacrifice things and wants to make their dreams come true. But what also Disney forgets to mention is that dreams don't come true for some.

Things in my life have not always been "Disney perfect" to many of the movies disney produces. The last "princess" movie that came out...(Princess and the Frog) was better than the other ones. She wasn't a princess, but worked hard for what she wanted. Until she was turned into a frog, But the outcome was she was happen and became a princess. That last part is crap, but still it taught me that people work hard for what they want.

I talked with a close friend and ask if I could sue Disney for false hope in hoping my dreams come true....I could own Euro Disney and Disneyland! Wuahahahaha how about that for dreams coming true!