Thursday, November 25, 2010

500th posting

Being Thankful....

There are many things I am thankful for. The first is...

My partner.
Without his love and support I think i would have given up early. I don't think I have loved anyone as much. I can't imagine my life without him. He is my rock, my support, my love, my papi!

Second would be my friends.
My friends make me strong, happy, supportive and awesome. They are my world, the ones I can talk to, and make me smile. I am thankful for you all!

Third, Family.
I thank most of the members of my family. They have been supportive and talk to me. Mainly my older brother who I look up to, my mother the hard worker and strong support. As well as my sister for understanding my lifestyle more and becoming an Ally for all LGBT!

I wish you all a FABU holiday and be safe. Thank you for being apart of my life and reading!

Princessa!

Friday, November 19, 2010

Reflection

Thinking of you, wherever you are,

We pray for our sorrows to end,
and hope that our hearts will blend.
Now I will step forward to realise this wish.

And who knows:
starting a new journey may not be so hard
or maybe it has already begun.

There are many worlds,
but they share the same sky-
one sky, one destiny.


This is a poem that is dear to me. It has brought me joy, sadness, angry and courage. Hearing and reading these words summons up the power to continue to live my life as freely as I can. I pass this along to those who need hope or some kind of sign that things will be alright. The words that stick with me the most is the line...."There are many worlds, but they share the same sky,one sky, one destiny"

Live your life with love, happiness, and fun. Take even the smallest moments and treasure them!

Friday, November 12, 2010

Gold...



This song makes me feel happy. I want to share with everyone that ever feels sad or not worthy or anything. Just listen to the song. You are gold!!!!

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Two Weeks in to one posting

Here are two pictures from halloween weekend. I was a german , my friend was a cat, Lady Vote and just a regular.

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my friend and my at the bar.

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This weekend My best friends came up from Corvallis, Oregon. Below is their wedding pictures. They are newly weds and it was also his birthday! We cooked them a delic meal, with bottles of wine, a trip to the museum, breakfast, and lots and lots of fun! I love when friends come to visit! It's the best! I already miss em! I hope to go visit them in corvallis soon!


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Saturday, October 23, 2010

A Dream is...

"A Wish your heart makes...."

When your fast asleep. What a bunch of shit! Disney has for the past years of my life filled my thoughts and mind with shit! Reaching for your dreams, They tell you to reach, but never how much work you need to go through. How much one must sacrifice things and wants to make their dreams come true. But what also Disney forgets to mention is that dreams don't come true for some.

Things in my life have not always been "Disney perfect" to many of the movies disney produces. The last "princess" movie that came out...(Princess and the Frog) was better than the other ones. She wasn't a princess, but worked hard for what she wanted. Until she was turned into a frog, But the outcome was she was happen and became a princess. That last part is crap, but still it taught me that people work hard for what they want.


I talked with a close friend and ask if I could sue Disney for false hope in hoping my dreams come true....I could own Euro Disney and Disneyland! Wuahahahaha how about that for dreams coming true!

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Purple...



"Purple is royalty. A mysterious color, purple is associated with both nobility and spirituality. The opposites of hot red and cool blue combine to create this intriguing color."

Purple is a color that is all around us. In Sunrises, sunsets, clothes, flowers, food, songs and many other things. But day, I wear purple in honor of all those in the LGBT community who have lost their lives to being harassed and bullied. And the only way out was to take their own life.

I have been bullied before and know what it is like to feel that way. Having some of your closest friends shout "Faggot, queer, homo" and other words of hurt. People not understanding that I too am a person like them with feelings. I didn't understand at first why people in my hometown were so closed minded about my sexuality.

There were many times I would come home from school and attempted to harm myself. I still have the scars from them. It wasn't until I met a man from California, his name Chris Barker. He was from my hometown. Openly gay, took many trips to home and was my mentor. He was older. I was 16 and coming out than. He played a huge part in my life. I met him in secret at first, until I came out and told my mother I was hanging out with a 40+ year old man from California.

Chris taught me it was wonderful to be gay. There are other like me, who have came out and been fighting for gay rights. He taught me many of my queer life lessons like don't put out on the first date, how to sound smart at my young age, what is in fashion/ how to dress, and my top favorite how to throw a dinner party.

Without Chris I think my life would have ended early, but I thank him everyday of my life and am glad I am still going strong.

I encourage you all to wear some purple today. Not only for me, but the others that can see hope and the light!

Princessa

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Legs






I am thankful to have legs. They help me through my day and mostly at work. I use my legs for everything. Running, dancing, biking, and many other activities. I am grateful to have strong, sexy legs. They are one of my best features I have. Do you agree?