Days off fucking rock...

Today i got the day off from work and didn't go to rugby due to my tummy was hurting. (i know I'm a huge pussy when i get sick)

So updating my life so far.

Life


I Miss john. I miss him so much. We talk on the phone everyday day. I love hearing his voice, hearing him laugh, telling me about his day and good night. He makes me feel loved and great about myself. I can't stop thinking about him. I long to be closer to him. I want to hold him, kiss him, just be with him. He will be coming down this next weekend on the 20th for a rugby game i have at Reed College. You guys are more than Welcome to come. Will have more information on it.

That brings me to the next topic, Rugby!!!

So far we have a somewhat soild pair of guys that really want to play. I can't wait for us to play the first game. Getting to know my other teammates is really nice and i like hanging out with them. I wouldn't have it any other way. Plus i can go to them for help and the same with them. We are here for eachother. Plus having Sato as the head coach fucking rocks! she Knows what we need to do and how to get us there to do it. YOU ROCK MY PANTS SATO!! And our Prez, Senor Garbonzo.... Without your decisons i would be lost. Plus he is always there with open ears and knowledge on what is going on. This season is going to kick some ass. GO RUGBY!!!

Work,



This past month i had to say bye to some on the best kids i have ever worked with. There are all so smart and not having them in my classroom makes me sad. I miss the hugs and kissed and all the funny stories they had to tell me. I miss the laughs and giggles. The great adventures they took me on when it came time play. I miss all the singing and questions they had to ask. I miss see their smiling faces. I miss them. I want to hug them one last time. I want to say bye again. I want to play one last game, sing one last song, answer one last question, give one last hug. But i know they will go off to be wonderful people. Hopefully one will become an actress with her great acting and singing skills. And one will become president or a professor. No matter what the out come of their dreams are. I know they have made me proud and i will miss them.




I guess that's all for now.

Princessa

What fun

Here are the rules:

A) Answer the question below, do a Google Image search with your answer, take a picture from the 1st page of results, do it with minimal words of explanation; and
B) Tag 5 people to do the same once you’ve finished answering every question. (my tags are at the bottom of the post)




1. The age you will be on your next birthday : 23


2. A place you want to travel to : Arctic Circle




3. Your favourite place : Madrid Spain


4. Your favourite food : Chinese Food




5. Your favourite pet :chihuahua





6. Favourite colour combination : Red and green




7. Favourite piece of clothing : underwear



8. Your all time favourite music : oldies


9. Favourite TV show : Will and grace



10. First name of your significant other : John



11. Which town do you live in : Portland Oregon



12. Your screenname / Nickname : Princessa of lil mexico


13. Your fist job : wait Staff


14. Your dream Job : Teaching children


15. One bad habit that you have : I crack my knuckles



16. Worst fear : Dying alone


17. Things I would like to do before I die! : become a father



18. The first thing you would do if you get $1,000,000 : Buy a house



19. My husband : Don't have one yet.. But i pretend it's Brian.( i like when i tried to google him a map came up) lol



20. What present would you like for your next birthday? some that has meaning and is special to me


Princessa

Perhaps

This is how i feel right now.... Aw doris Day.. your a bitch and yet i still love you.

Posting of the post

this is what i did last weekend in seattle




Pike place Seattle washington.

Went to the waterfront and shopped at the markets. I was nice to get away from portland and see a larger city.



this is john waiting for the elevator to go up. Notice the cool art behind him.


First ever starbuck. It was really busy, plus it's a real tourist attraction. Come one the first starbuck. You can threw a dead cat and hit one within seconds.


Watch the fishermen threw some fish. That was really fun. I would totally work like that.


Cheese... got some cheese. It was really good. And went well with dinner.


Me and my wannabe cool arty stuff.


John being the captian at the History musuem.



Another art thing i saw and wanted a picture of.



john being himself in his backyard.



Finally, myself being a huge dork.

John was the corn!!!

Seattle was fun, and i plan on going back again soon.

Princessa

Please Mr. Jailer...

Why do i feel like this song... i guess cuz it's about some feeling i have....

seattle equals Fun!!

This whole weekend i went up o Seattle to see John. John is an amazing man i ever met. He is so kind, and caring, and cares so much for me. We went almost everywhere in Seattle(but the gay bars) But Spending time with him was so magical. the way he held me, kissed me, cuddled me. Talking with me. Took me to different places, made me feel so happy for once in my life. We went to dinner the first night i came into town. A night lil Italian place. Was so nice and job knew all the right things to say. That night we spend time together and cuddled. That next morning we went to the Waterfront and Watch the guys throw fish and catch them. Saw the first Starbucks and other places. Than it was off to the history museum for some learning.... We cooked dinner together and spent it watching a movie called Shelter.(which everyone should watch Than today we went to church, got some plants for his garden and had some afternoon delight, if you know what that means. Now it's time to eat dinner and tomorrow i say bye to him until three weeks from now. I don't want to leave him. i like him too much to go. But that just make me want him more.


Princessa

Do you ever...

get butterflies when you talk to someone your getting to know?

Or can't stop to think about them, or the way they feel or how they make you feel?
Or how you always smile when you hear from them...


Aye feelings...